True..... And one that you won't forget either... !!! ... I appeared to put you through it too , as being my "designated " spokesman .... So I am happy that I had you to help me nearly "kick the bucket " LOL...

Don't say that......

I felt like I was put thru one of those old fashion clothes wringers!


One day, my sister called me and told me Mom is thinking of kicking the bucket. I told her to go to Mom's place and remove all of the buckets. ....... That probably gave her another 5-10 more years.

Kidding all aside,
what are friends suppose to do?

I know!!.... But you were a diamond given that I could only just about manage to pick up the phone... Never mind type a message out. They were difficult days... Thank you x...... And NOW .... I'm looking forward to Christmas, all be it in a different way... And a lovely thing today will be to see my lovely grandson via video call. I haven't seen him in the physical since mid October... And won't see him probably until 2021... And yes of course i miss him... But the lovely thing is that at least I'm still here, and am not planning to go anywhere..... I have not had time to experience the boy coming to "grandma" with the "sob story" of his parents won't let him have this, that or the other...and Grandma saying "Hmmm..... Don't worry.. I'll "see what I can do".... Lol... ".... Knowing full well I'm putty in his hands, and WANT to experience that moment at least once before they throw me in the hole ...!!!

Thanks for the compliment but I only did what any friend would do. And then there is what brings a twinkle to your eyes....... he is so precious no wonder you love him so much!


As for the hole:
Don't worry about the hole...... you got a lot of good more years ahead of you.

As for me, well...... I know one thing..... I am not going to be thrown in a hole!

I plan on getting cremated. I once saw a cremation done outside. It was an old lady. The fire burned for a few days. I guessed they caked her body in a lot of resins because she 'smelt' really good.

Some say I am going to 'Hell' in a hand basket. A long time ago I came to the realization that wasn't going to happen. First, they don't make hand baskets that big and secondly, if they did, I would fall out the bottom.

Heehee... And you won't go to hell either, as it does not exist... I won't go in a hole either, can't think of anything worse !... Cremation, nice and warm eveytime !!.... Today is a good day .. my little boy is like a golden angel... At least I have been able to experience being a grandma.... Children are so precious ...

My daughter in law is finally getting help for depression..... It has only taken 2 and a half years ... Am really proud of her ...

Where you able to physically see your bundle of joy?

Since this Pandemic began, I think a lot of people are experiencing various forms of depression. I know it affects me and what you have gone thru this year, I would not be surprised if depression has been high on your list.

Clear skies today. That's positive. Sun hasn't been out in almost a week. Won't see constant sun until mid January when the cold really digs it's claws in. In winter sunny = cold clouds= warm. Really messed with the senses. Another positive might see the northern lights (aurora borealis)here tonight. Love when they appear on a clear night.

hallow,
did you see the lights?