@bobjob, thanks so much... I live in Massachusetts, USA. I do hear the voice internally.

BUT that being said, I've seen and have consulted with a priest, who is looking into getting me additional help. I would have to see a psychiatrist appointed by the Archdiosese here in Boston 1st, before I could be assessed for any additional exorcism help.

I don't doubt you when you say the voice seem internal but it's not what you're thinking. No matter it's how it feels to you that's important.

But it's what I feared - you're on the 'wrong' side of the pond for me to be able to look for help for you.

I do hope a priest is able to help and I'm so sorry I couldn't.

Ahh.... too bad!!! Oh well, I greatly appreciate your desire to help!

Honestly, today things have been far better so far as this goes. :hug3:

I'm relieved to hear that. Your positive attitude towards rejecting this individual may well be helping your situation. If you are unable to avoid thinking - and I would totally understand that - then perhaps you could send out the thought that you reject all approaches from, and involvement with, this entity.

Thoughts can be powerful. Send your thoughts that you will not engage and are turning away forever. That will be an affirmation for you and for your future.

You have to have confidence it will work. I'm not entirely sure as I'm on a much higher level and demons are nothing to me.

I've been attacked by at least 4 that I remember probably a lot more.. but I always found them to be just a curiosity and not really effected by them other than a bit of distraction.

The thing is everything they do is selfish, they're not targeting you, their intentions have nothing to do with you, they're just feeding off you because you're letting them.

All you gotta do is forgive and love them.. they really hate that. Also a big one is attention, if you don't give them attention they can't do anything.. they need some form of attention to thrive, the more they get the stronger they get. I have dark power and it works the same way.. the more someone pays attention to me or hates me or whatever, the more supernatural power I have over them. Just a random person that I've never met before I can't seem to effect at all.

You effectively gave them permission to attack you, which is required. You only need to revoke it.

They're really just scumbag humans suffering in hell whom have become twisted.

@PureEvil760, thank you.... I understand and hear what you're saying. Your username scares me, lol.

What I don't understand, is yesterday, I was SO much better. I felt like myself again. Then during my sleep, it all returned, and I woke up again dealing with possession of sorts. WHY????? WHY during my sleep did this occur????

the spirits you encounter and their alignment are based on how healthy and positive your own perspective is. i dont recommend spirit work for pessimists.
always keep in mind they are like us in that they have good and bad qualities and a overall purpose to achieve balance.
dont fear the bad, accept its existance, and know its part of the whole.

Hi LoveWater,

This is an interesting thread, but short on detail. Your story doesn't make too much sense to me based on the limited info you provided here. Why don't you do a detailed analysis of what you did and where you went wrong? What or which entities were involved, in what way did they deceive you, what kind of channelling did you do, any additional info would be instructive.

I also channel occasionally and user Bartholomew here is a very experienced channeller, it would be good to know what went wrong so we can all learn from it.

I was under an INCREDIBLE amount of stress when my channeling went down a dark path. I also have PTSD, which was triggered by a traumatic incident of bullying that occurred at work..... it was the perfect storm of stressful incidents, one after another that landed me in the hospital again.

I am fighting it all and am on various medications. My attitude is generally positive... and very determined to resolve this ASAP.

I was channeling God, and Satan came in pretending to be God. He posed as God and had me saying that I hear God within, and then I started hearing Satan instead within me.

Now I am trying to get rid of freaking Satan and Satan's fallen angels.

Satan is one freaking annoying freaking spirit or what have you to deal with. And is most evil. I hate Satan with all of my heart and soul.