Experienced unintentional automatic writing.
 

I was writing in my journal. My thoughts began racing a little bit... And then a little more... And then to the point where I was exercising no control over them whatsoever. I started to feel a presence. Nothing seemed out of the ordinary, however. It seemed perfectly natural that I would be feeling a presence. Then I began getting this very mysterious feeling. This very mysterious feeling... In my hand. I began writing "So I go into this moment thinking that I'm basically insane and this is my last ditch effort to get out..." And then the thoughts I wasn't controlling said "/ Yeah... / Yeah... / Not gonna happen." and then I immediately lapsed and I accidentally wrote a bunch of very distressing stuff really really fast in a different penmanship. I immediately wrote "WHAT THE ****" in big letters after I regained control of my thoughts.

I remember now. I remember when I was at my computer a few months to a year ago and I felt a presence, then lapsed and typed that I was "on the fast track to success." Now suddenly I'm "on the fast track to success" again. Last time this happened whatever the presence was repressed my memories of the events and made me delete everything I typed but this time it let me keep them.

And this was the start of the thing I posted in a thread in another board, where I said I was in telepathic contact with extraterrestrials. And now because of this I am on antipsychotics.

edit: Oh I forgot the best part. One of the lines was "Ignore the skinny green men in the sky, the ones doing all the crop circles, they're just regular artists." Before this I thought they were grey.

Nothing? I would’ve figured this would get a response.

Only just seen this thread - This bit concerns me robhr....

Yeah... / Yeah... / Not gonna happen." and then I immediately lapsed and I accidentally wrote a bunch of very distressing stuff really really fast in a different penmanship. I immediately wrote "WHAT THE ****"

Not sure what you're connecting to - check your energy vibrations are good and high, you can check online how to raise vibrations so you connect to good spirit... Good luck.

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