I'm going to die before my 33rd birthday
 

I don't even know how, but I know I'm done, I've heard this myth that when you've served your purpose, you die. And I think my growth spirt of expression and honesty has taught others and that's great but I'm aimless now and my gut tells me I'm done, I don't have anything else to impart and it's time to go. That's it. I won't make it to 33, my gut tells me this too. That's OK, I've had enough tbf.

I think no matter what I say may not change your thinking. I hope I might be able to persuade you to change your thoughts. You are not going to die before you turn 33. It is a myth you say. I have not heard of that before. I do not believe in myths. You have a lot of purpose left to live. Try to get your mind off this topic. Talk to others, get some fun. If you do not want to do that find something you enjoy doing. It might be going for a walk, riding a bike or anything.

I don't think I've run across a myth about dying when your purpose is completed. Actually, I'm not sure we have a finite purpose that can be completed. Honestly, I find the whole idea highly unlikely.

My advice - don't give away your apartment. And remember - time passes, things change.

I kind of remember walking through something similar bornonthecusp and it wasn’t a nice feeling. I kept thinking I’d gone as far as I could. It scared me.

Then I realized I was coming to life. In a new way.

Sometimes the old closes in a big way, it feels like death.

It’s because it’s a major ending.

It’s often a major time of change and a new purpose coming.

Purpose is just life and new things. Xx

I never live past 40~ in all of my reincarnations—- so your not alone, dying naturally would be a gift but I don’t die naturally often: tried every trick in the book but no prevail???

I doubt I’ll have unfinished buisness until 500,000?years and 6500 reincarnations- I would of died by then..

My friend always used to say that at 46 she would die, she was adamant that it would be that way. when i told her it wouldn't happen she didn't believe me she thought i was making it up.
Well she passed 50 then 60 and she is doing just fine.


Namaste

Bornonthecusp..........I too have served my purpose but I know there is more to be experienced, in fact I will go as far as saying I know what is to follow, but while were here, we have to enjoy each day as it comes, the universe will look after us. Life, enjoy it.:smile:

Good point JustBe. Endings are beginnings. That's how life (and death) is. No matter what, you've certainly got something to look forward to in your 33rd year Bornonthecusp.

You're still young Bornonthecusp,*coincidences* will keep you on the right path.I wish I was your age but alas I'm 60.:smile: Life is full of ups and downs.

I understand..... This is not the world I was born in.. Its become an evil piece of crap with mean people all over it......

I have had it also........ I am so sorry...

Correct me in your birthdate. Here’s a little experiment.

You’ll be 33 in 2023 and your an Aquarian.

So your either 33/1/2023 or 33/2/2023

14 year path or 15 year path

So we have

Either a 5 or 6

numerology, the number 5 represents the energy of instability. Change is its key mandate. The emphasis during a 5 Universal Year is pushing boundaries, exploration, and new ideas—embarked upon with an adventurous and fearless spirit. To make the most of a 5 Universal Year, expect (and embrace) the uneXpected.


numerology the number 6

Nurturing, Responsibility + Service

In Numerology, the number 6 is the energy of nurturing. It emphasizes relationships, following through on obligations, taking on responsibility, and savoring home and family. There's something innately self-sacrificing about the number 6.

You know when you feel scared about uncertainty, not knowing, you really can explore things, look for ways to build a vision for yourself, do a vision board, join a group exploring something new.

33 is a power number, it’s very auspicious..

Wanna make a bet? Because I'd put money on your gut feeling being wrong, and even if you are right I won't have to pay. I'd call that a win/win :wink:.

Find a thing to love and hold on to, something that brings meaning and purpose into your life. You may lack passion and have given up on yourself.

Love opens many doors, your life is far too important to waste.

Love what you have, a beautiful life worth all the while.
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I thought for sure I was going to past away before a specific age number but turned out that was when my past life self died. I was also sure something would happen to my future boyfriend, and that too turned out to have been what happened to my past life soul member of mine. Just saying your hunch, feeling, your knowing may not be what will go down in this life.