Possible entity attachment?
 

Hi
I really had no idea where to post this. So I picked this forum.

Quick backstory - Ever since I was a young kid (3-4 age) I have suffered bad anxiety and fear. As I got older this turned into chronic anxiety and intrusive thoughts which always make me think of worst-case scenarios and things I didn't want. As a result of this pattern, I am often triggered into feeling strong emotions of fear.

Now I have been 'working on myself' for over 10 years. I have made some great progress and really expanded my level of awareness to the point where for the first time in my life I am feeling hopeful.

However, this pattern is still there. I have cleared so much within myself, mostly through long heavy meditation sessions but this fear invoking pattern remains. I feel it in my stomach solar plexus region the most.

So now I am left thinking, is this just a very deep pattern that was laid down very early in my life, which is the reason I am struggling with it still? Or, do I have an entity attached to me? When I was a kid I used to see some strange things but that left me as I reached around 7-8 years of age.

I am curious as to whether this entity thing is a possibility? Or should I just continue to work on raising my consciousness and eventually it will shift? I was considering working with a shaman if this is something which might help? Can anyone advise?

Thank you!

Would surmise not an entity, but an aspect of self to further examine and resolve though meditation and processing unresolved emotions, perhaps.

You might as well treat it as an entity attachment. I mean it's not going to hurt you to look at another way of healing yourself. Something surprising might come out of it

attachments, or if it was a corporation, it would be called an ad.

Intrusive thoughts
 

If you know that the source of the intrusive thoughts is not yourself then I call that sorcery and would say that a negative entity has targeted you.

Discernment of spirit(s):

1. Do they know scripture, ever quote scripture?
2. Are they only negative input and influence?
3. Are they dark, having no light?

Inner space can be illuminated or dark. A healthy, or holy or divine, inner light is a light comparable to the sun instead of electric light.

If your inner space is dark and if the only light inside is like electric, then I would suggest that you are in a negative dimension.

I don't know the way out. The Jesus thing doesn't really do it for me.

However, I would recommend that you do it anyway. Pray the Lord's prayer (deliver us from evil).

Pray it daily. Multiple times per day. Believe in the prayer.

Other than that, it seems pretty hopeless.

Hi, as kids are more sensitive to ghosts etc and as you remember having seen some weird stuff then it is not unlikely that you have been truly frighten as a small child and that this has stayed with you. Have you in your meditation tried to regress to a particular moment in your life, from childhood? Or perhaps it can come from your past life? About the bad entity being attached to you I have heard that certain entities is drawn to the energy of fear and so if you are feeling much fear they will be drawn to you, this does not mean they have control over you. When you start to feel better you are of less appetite to them and they will prey on someone else, that is how I have understood how it can work after having read some of it although I am not in a position to claim this is how it really is by own experience or anything. Keep up the good work :)

I just posted for the first time and it's called dark spirit attachment for 10 years...I thought it was extreme anxiety and depression n tbh probably more like schizophrenia. Turned out to be an dark entity. I has to go to a shaman and a reiki healer to clear it after discovering it in a regression. Hope this helps

I believe there are many people who are more aware than they think they are, so the feelings they get are often due to the other energies in their environment.

These feelings are unusual for us because the whole of our culture and educational systems is geared towards NOT accepting things as "real" if we cannot see, touch, measure, etc. It is almost as if the pendulum has swung totally the opposite way from the way it was for our ancient cousins who lived very much by the land and the energies around them.

Some things for you to try:
Affirmations (forgiveness of self/others, connection to Higher Self, healing, etc) (books by Louise Hay)
Emotional Freedom Technique - tapping on upper body points whilst saying statements. This is very good for unwanted/persistent thoughts, fears, insecurities, and is free and easy to learn for yourself. Works faster than you would think. (Gary Craig emofree.com)
Gratitude - at end of day, find 3 small things, acknowledge and be grateful for them.

I don't know if this will help, but here is another thread about entity attachment (if that is what it is - and this is more extreme ) or just simply a QHHT Pracitioner could help find the root cause of your anxiety.

https://www.spiritualforums.com/vb/s...d.php?t=139762

i wonder if sometimes we pick a troublesome negative mind incarnation in order to force ourselves to pursue spiritual things where we can rise above such a thing