Still The Same
 

My dreams are always the same and they only slightly differ in content. I am always lost. Then I find where I live, but cannot figure out where the keys are. Then I am around all kinds of unwanted, bad people that will not leave. Then I get ripped off. Then I am doing drugs with them (I am in recovery). Then I cannot find the drugs I bought. Then these people are trying to kill me. Then I remember that I have powers that are evil. Then I want to use these powers to get rid of them, but I don't want to hurt them with their evilness of it. Then I start to enjoy the evilness. Then I begin to transform into something really dark. Then I wake up. It has been this way for at least a few months. I wish a could lucid dream and change things. How do I change this ****?!

Upon waking from them and realizing you're awake, close your eyes and picture them again playing out how you would want them to play out. Consciously change the dream(s) in your mind and they will change because you will be changing.