Theory and practice
 

I was born a magician/witch, a psychic, and a sorceress. I grew up in a part of the United States that is ubiquitously Protestant. I was born with my abilities and knew I had them. I was also taught witchcraft is evil. I knew I wasn't evil, so I didn't identify as a witch. Still, I practiced my abilities.

I am only just realizing (the past maybe 2 weeks) that I've been practicing "magic" my entire life. I never knew astral projection was a type of magic and I've been doing that since I was 14.

I'm also realizing that I think I've technically been practicing some "black magic." Oops...

So I've developed some significant trauma around this and would really like it if someone could maybe mentor me a little through PM...? I have a lot of questions and unfortunately no resources on this plane.

Any and all insight is greatly appreciated.