left was this little guy
 

had a dream where I can only remember that it was an ex of mine from an unhealthy relationship and it was sort of as if his several selves were piled away, like babushka dolls, and left was this little guy at the end of it and I just looked at him. And I thought "Pathetic". That he was pathetic because of who he really was had been hidden behind all these other bigger babushka dolls. That I was pathetic because I hadn't seen it before. It was still refreshing to see him as this little guy. I took in the energy, something about him I had remembered from before. I couldn't believe I had had such uncomfert with him being the big babushka dolls and when he was he in real life during and after the relationship, when all he really was was the little guy. I thought I'm not afraid of you anymore. I'm not hateful anymore. I just feel you are pathetic to have been what you have been and how you have treated other people and how you treated me.

Then I woke up. :icon_eek:

Asearcher,

It sounds like a closure dream. You're telling yourself--confirming--that you have summed him up, seen him for who he really is, and now you can move on. Or. . . You've already done so. . . .

. . . . .

Oh, I'm hearing in my thoughts that another word for 'closure' is 'clearance'.

. . . .

Thank you very much, True Angel.

Yes, it is a relief, I'm no longer entangled in the negative ropes from him and I.

I feel free. =)