Spiritual Forums - String to ex /soulmate after death still there?

Hi, I am sorry I have bothered this forum so much with all sorts of questions about an ex of mine.

For some time now it has felt as if I feel his soothing, warmth, love, very safe (could be any type of love, not romantic, sexual, nothing like that) as if it is coming from a kind of string or tube or something...day and night, mostly at day time. During night time mostly presence.

I thought maybe this was channeling, as it is coming one way. I have too again in my usual manner got easily worried, concerned that he was too close to the lower realms or that he was trapped. Me worrying about people is nothing new and it is something I have to work on.

He is not indicating throw the feelings, energy, that he would be in any danger. Before all this I thought he went to heaven, but before he went to heave I think he took his time but he was independent in life and he did things when he wanted to.

I have now search on google "string between soulmate energy", and what come up was various links to "there is an invisible thread between soulmates"...

and too "Legend says:there is an intangible string of fate that binds two souls destined to be together. "

"...filled with love and an energy of abundant connection (soul mate)"

Is this what I could be feeling?

In life we were connected (OK here I go again) mentally.

When we were a couple I felt this "symphony" of connection with him which brought me great harmony inside and it was always there, if we were in different parts of the home or parted in other ways.

Is this string suppose to be there after the ex has died? Or should it be cut?

I am in no way complaining about feeling this, from him, but I have not felt it like this with others that I have and still love who is on the other side.

It is persistent. I can have dream visits and feel them, but then during day time, no string. This is the first time it has happened to me this way. Is it normal?

Going through a challanging time in my life right now, and a change is about to happen. This being said I feel stronger than before, more connected to myself, what I want, who I am and so on. It is not that I am more selfish, but I recognize myself lot more, and I have my say about things. If me going to face changes that are big in the future, coming closer, I don't know if that has anything to do with it? That I need healing, perhaps?

This is one way "communication". It is not even communication. This is where I have the trouble to identify what this is. Is it the string, mention above? Anyone else...?

I would only like to stress that this connection is not romantic. I have no desire to be back as his girl. I'm not in love with him like that.

Sorry for all my questions