I know this is an old post but I was just reading through this post and found a lot of interesting books to read. Going to try to get this one The Magical Knowledge Trilogy
by Josephine McCarthy seems an interesting read.

For Shamanism, you can have a look at the books of Alberto Villoldo:
- Shaman Healer Sage
- The heart of the Shaman
- The wisdom wheel

Alberto has been in this field for more than 30 years and his books describe with clarity many aspects of Shamanism.

Also, I have posted an article in my blog about Shamanism and the role of the Shaman: *Deleted link

I would suggest you go on a spiritual awakening journey to find and connect with your inner self, this opens up your true gifts, start with the chakras, I ventured in this journey I enjoyed light work but I also did shadow work aswell, this was very hard, but once mastered for me I was like a young Yang I had a balance of both light and dark, dark doesn’t mean evil it means you have overcome fear, and can walk with the shadows calling in them for guidance without fear, it’s important this is mastered as once you show fear you can be tricked. I enjoyed the book shaman healer sage by Alberto Villoldo