more with the
hurt him for his own good. I get so tired of eating that all the time. It seems like it is the only food you know how to make. If you will excuse me I'm going to go off and cry now. |
he did figure out
that what he can think to want can't really come to pass. It isn't fair to anyone really let alone you. in his saner moments, he is able to acknowledge that. no matter how he might think you've slighted him all these years, there are still some things that just can't come to be but at the same time he doesn't want to hit 'rewind, replay' to what went on before. sigh. |
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Fleeting forms What is reality Divine love warm Pulsates in continuity *** |
i'm not sure
I'm liking this recent trip I'm taking down memory lane. Last nights trip into the forest was vexing to say the least but I had forgotten exactly how awful my time with you really was so I guess it was for the best. I guess though I'm still silly should I repeat what I did before with the insane idea that the result could be different even though that never ever works? Or should I just cut and run. My head hurts. Sigh. |
Hi Sweetie!
(shyly) Merry Christmas. |
Hi sweetie!
all this talk of death should have me shaking in my boots I suppose but I don't really care if I'm dead I'm dead good riddance! (probably) Not that I sometimes wouldn't like it to be just that way although... well anyways after browsing some posts herein I read the unlucky chapter in corinthians again and some other stuff and thought I might like to try my hand at it you know you not wanting me and all I have to have SOMETHING to do with my time lol But it seems very hard even not to be irritable so I got discouraged almost immediately I may try just a little bit although even though they say it is a good thing I really don't know good from bad any more it is all kidna hzy But I do know the rules are the rules and I try to follow them now. something about a yellow brick road? by the way the only reason I'm so quiet nowadays is it came across my desk you think me quite the nag. So I thought I would give you the gift of being quiet towards you. |
Happy holiday! Falling
I wish you a much happier 2020 Filled with laughters and love |
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Hi Z! I'm not really upset about anything right now, things are kinda leveling out a bit I guess lol! For the moment at least I seem to have figured out not to deliberately touch the electric fence :smile: hope you are having a happy holidays! |
feeling despondent
got struck in the heart by someone who never cared I was so wrong sigh. meanwhile trying to avoid this new person who promised to bring me more schizophrenic nightmares. maybe I'll go cry. |
well
not being too fanciful right now didn't expect more than was there well anyway I don't talk about certain things any more but regardless I'm having a good time with the things that I've loved to do since I met you meanwhile all this talk of celebrities has me bored one I was with in another time but she was about a bit this one as another person than as her celebrity self I just figure she is like a memory which I suppose is ok since everyone says she is a floozy anyway? Not that I wouild know... another came literally marching into my dreams when my last flame 'died' for a me and stuck around a while and the third I've had no contact with just a name on a big silver screen. I think there are Too many things I've gotten too lame about with fanciful thoughts but it doesn't really matter any more. and then there is you I suppose I should disbelieve this 'second coming' as just another farce but I'm having fun not taking it too seriously regardless. Trips to the forest aside... |
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