handsintheearth
25-02-2016, 10:59 AM
I am curious if anybody else every feels this way.
No matter if I am in a relationship or single, towards the end of winter thru the beginning of spring, I get an insatiable itch to travel and experience, alone, specifically. I really crave independence. But at the same time, I also get the wandering eye, as in I cannot stop looking at other men. And sometimes its so extreme. For instance, I am currently in a relationship, yet I can't stop thinking about this guy from work! Day and night. Mostly I am trying to be strong for myself, I don't want to falsely build something in my head. Feels like that is what's happening. But then I also wonder what is it that this experience is trying to communicate to me. Am I better off being alone at this point in my life, to experience singularity and learn about myself? Is my mate out there looking for me as well? Or do I just need to learn discipline and appreciate what have? or all of the above?
I am just so damn curious if anyone else feels similar this time of year. I wasn't sure where to post this thread so sorry if you don't feel it's relevant. I'm just dying for a little feedback/external interpretation.
No matter if I am in a relationship or single, towards the end of winter thru the beginning of spring, I get an insatiable itch to travel and experience, alone, specifically. I really crave independence. But at the same time, I also get the wandering eye, as in I cannot stop looking at other men. And sometimes its so extreme. For instance, I am currently in a relationship, yet I can't stop thinking about this guy from work! Day and night. Mostly I am trying to be strong for myself, I don't want to falsely build something in my head. Feels like that is what's happening. But then I also wonder what is it that this experience is trying to communicate to me. Am I better off being alone at this point in my life, to experience singularity and learn about myself? Is my mate out there looking for me as well? Or do I just need to learn discipline and appreciate what have? or all of the above?
I am just so damn curious if anyone else feels similar this time of year. I wasn't sure where to post this thread so sorry if you don't feel it's relevant. I'm just dying for a little feedback/external interpretation.