pinkviolet
21-01-2011, 06:33 AM
One day I was "out of my element" ..(I'll put it that way)
and I was laying down trying to meditate regardless & my hips started moving on their own...
So I called to the thing that I thought the spirit to be & I ran and got a piece of paper to have this
unknown "spirit" write down on.. it drew a cross, like the Jesus cross, but then it drew a circle
at the bottom right of the cross with a line attached on top as if it had been a fallen angel.
Then the spirit spoke to me telepathically telling me that the current connection I had loved me, but it wasn't good for me.
To top this off, this particular spirit came to me pretending to be someone it was not thinking that I would approve of it if
it was that particular person. I started noticing it was off & I had made it leave by calling to the light I think, I'm not sure how it left..
I can't remember...
Anyways, as time went on this spirit was coming and going and when I had told it to leave me alone it forced my hand into a fist and beat up against the bed like it was angry with me..I think whatever spirit this is that is obsessed with me is very sexual & I HATE that.
A couple of weeks ago, I had a dream of this spirit.. I know what it looks like...its crusty around the eyes...its weird & scary and never in my life have I experienced such a thing...
Anyways, in the dream I had my current connection was behind me on the couch while I was talking to my friends & telling them about this new guy I was into & how I was going to see him..My current connection was behind me eavesdropping on my conversation adding his 2 cent in, but I just ignored him for some reason & kept talking to my girlfriends about this new guy I had liked. He noticed I was ignoring him & he got frustrated & said "I'm just trying to look out for you" ..After that, the dream skipped up a little bit, I didn't see what was in between, but anyways, all of a sudden, I was right in front of my current connection..but in his eyes was the spirit, that bad spirit that was harassing me..then my current connection slowly turned into my younger sister, but that bad spirit was in the eyes of my sister...and after while it pulled my head close ..it was yanking me from the back of my head & started getting aggressive..& so I woke up terrified..I could feel it pulling my head from the back, it's fingers on the back of my head for real.
It hasn't been back since, but I'm curious, because this is not a "demonic" possession... at least not the typical ones you hear about...this sounds like a spirit that is in love with me...an angry one too..and an ugly one...& it HATES my current connection as well..
Ever since that spirit approached, things have gone downhill for me & my current connection..
The spirit seemed to know everything about my current connection too..
This has me very curious.....I read on a forum that someone else has gone through something similar which lets me know I'm not alone..
I have no idea of spirits reached a new level of power or what, but this started happening to me last year...
and I was laying down trying to meditate regardless & my hips started moving on their own...
So I called to the thing that I thought the spirit to be & I ran and got a piece of paper to have this
unknown "spirit" write down on.. it drew a cross, like the Jesus cross, but then it drew a circle
at the bottom right of the cross with a line attached on top as if it had been a fallen angel.
Then the spirit spoke to me telepathically telling me that the current connection I had loved me, but it wasn't good for me.
To top this off, this particular spirit came to me pretending to be someone it was not thinking that I would approve of it if
it was that particular person. I started noticing it was off & I had made it leave by calling to the light I think, I'm not sure how it left..
I can't remember...
Anyways, as time went on this spirit was coming and going and when I had told it to leave me alone it forced my hand into a fist and beat up against the bed like it was angry with me..I think whatever spirit this is that is obsessed with me is very sexual & I HATE that.
A couple of weeks ago, I had a dream of this spirit.. I know what it looks like...its crusty around the eyes...its weird & scary and never in my life have I experienced such a thing...
Anyways, in the dream I had my current connection was behind me on the couch while I was talking to my friends & telling them about this new guy I was into & how I was going to see him..My current connection was behind me eavesdropping on my conversation adding his 2 cent in, but I just ignored him for some reason & kept talking to my girlfriends about this new guy I had liked. He noticed I was ignoring him & he got frustrated & said "I'm just trying to look out for you" ..After that, the dream skipped up a little bit, I didn't see what was in between, but anyways, all of a sudden, I was right in front of my current connection..but in his eyes was the spirit, that bad spirit that was harassing me..then my current connection slowly turned into my younger sister, but that bad spirit was in the eyes of my sister...and after while it pulled my head close ..it was yanking me from the back of my head & started getting aggressive..& so I woke up terrified..I could feel it pulling my head from the back, it's fingers on the back of my head for real.
It hasn't been back since, but I'm curious, because this is not a "demonic" possession... at least not the typical ones you hear about...this sounds like a spirit that is in love with me...an angry one too..and an ugly one...& it HATES my current connection as well..
Ever since that spirit approached, things have gone downhill for me & my current connection..
The spirit seemed to know everything about my current connection too..
This has me very curious.....I read on a forum that someone else has gone through something similar which lets me know I'm not alone..
I have no idea of spirits reached a new level of power or what, but this started happening to me last year...