EternallyHurt
18-12-2010, 10:20 PM
Several months ago someone that I loved passed away.
I was listening to music without words one day and I sat on the floor and layed my head on my bed, pretending that I was laying on the lap of the one who passed away. Minutes afterward, I started shaking uncontrollably, it felt like a spirit was entering inside of me and I let it enter me because I was intrigued by it . ( I know, stupid me ) . An image of me hugging the person that died was forced in to my mind .. I didnt try to imagine that . When I did think about it though, my arms lifted up on their own as if trying to hug someone .. but my arms would always flop back down as if the spirit or whatever was in me, was too weak ... this motion was repeated a few times .
The spirit gave me messages and though I cant remember most of the messages, I know the main message was love. The spirit talked to me about love. After this experience was over, I began crying uncontrollably . I wasnt sad or happy, so the tears didnt feel like happy or sad tears ... I really cant explain it because I just started crying without thinking about it for a second.
Anyways, after the experience, something inside of me felt powerfully gravitated toward the person who died ... and something inside of me vowed to never ever leave this persons side ..
I dont understand why this happened to me or what went on here ... can anyone shed any light on this or just give an opinion ? Any respectful replies are well appreciated :smile:
PS - This is only a little tad bit of my spiritual experience. Theres a WHOLE LOT MORE to it, I just didnt want this post to be too long lol.
Much LOVE to you all everybody :) <3 .
I was listening to music without words one day and I sat on the floor and layed my head on my bed, pretending that I was laying on the lap of the one who passed away. Minutes afterward, I started shaking uncontrollably, it felt like a spirit was entering inside of me and I let it enter me because I was intrigued by it . ( I know, stupid me ) . An image of me hugging the person that died was forced in to my mind .. I didnt try to imagine that . When I did think about it though, my arms lifted up on their own as if trying to hug someone .. but my arms would always flop back down as if the spirit or whatever was in me, was too weak ... this motion was repeated a few times .
The spirit gave me messages and though I cant remember most of the messages, I know the main message was love. The spirit talked to me about love. After this experience was over, I began crying uncontrollably . I wasnt sad or happy, so the tears didnt feel like happy or sad tears ... I really cant explain it because I just started crying without thinking about it for a second.
Anyways, after the experience, something inside of me felt powerfully gravitated toward the person who died ... and something inside of me vowed to never ever leave this persons side ..
I dont understand why this happened to me or what went on here ... can anyone shed any light on this or just give an opinion ? Any respectful replies are well appreciated :smile:
PS - This is only a little tad bit of my spiritual experience. Theres a WHOLE LOT MORE to it, I just didnt want this post to be too long lol.
Much LOVE to you all everybody :) <3 .