feeling bored with the minds fixation but unable to stop thinking on and off all day

[Dharma Employee]

sometimes seems like a really bad habit

and sometimes, i wonder if i had a more involving job whether i would care as much

[LadyImpreza1111]

I have a job where some days are busier than others but it seems like the second it slows down.............BAM! He crosses my mind.

This is how my day goes:

Wake up
Go to work
Think of twin
go on lunch break
think of twin
go home
think of twin
go to sleep.
dream of twin or recieve messages in dreams.

Busyness seems to be a temporary fix.

[Falling Star]

Do you not think of him the minute you wake up Lady? I know that is often the case with me unfortunately.

[LadyImpreza1111]

Haha. Nope. Typically I think, "I gotta go to the bathroom."

LOL.

[pebble]

It almost feels like an awful curse..doesn't it.

[psychoslice]

Gee I'm glad I haven't got that disease lol.:D

[mystical]

Do you not think of him the minute you wake up Lady? I know that is often the case with me unfortunately.


the minute my eyes open to the moment i close them , lol i try not to but he is stil there at the front of my mind even when i tried to sever the connection

[N2AButterfly]

Yes, he is "Always on My Mind" even though we have no contact. Sometimes I feel like I live a double life. I'm trying to come back more present in my day-to-day life, while inwardly, cherishing the great gift from God of feeling my twin.

[LadyImpreza1111]

I consider it a blessing and a curse. A blessing most of the time, and a curse when he's in a bad mood, hehe. But he deals with my mood fluctuations too so I guess I can't complain.