Bellasong
25-10-2010, 06:23 PM
Since my recognizing my Soul Mate/Twin Soul a year and a half ago I have been through a lot of changes, mostly for the better. I'm a much better person. I now know what real love is, before I knew it but only with my kids. None of my relationships have ever had any real love. Well some from me but not like I'm capable of loving now. And none of the men I have been with were emotionally available, even capable of love not just to me but to their kids and others. I really knew how to pick em.LOL! Anyway I used to be cold, hard jaded and very judgmental. I now have so much love for everyone. I see people so differently. I'm very empathetic and can feel others feelings very easily. My psychic awareness has opened up also. But one kinda down side is that I was never that wanting of love the romantic kind or relationships, even though I was in one most of the time. Right before recognizing my Soul Mate/Twin Soul I had just given up on men and had said to myself I'd rather be alone forever than be in another unhealthy, unloving or abusive relationship. I meant it too. The the Soul Mate/Twin Soul thingy happened and I wanted him so bad. It didn't happen though because hes in another relationship. So I have let him go and moved on now. Though since I know what real love feels like, what it is. I want it so bad. It's so weird the change in me. I went from not giving any man the time of day. Being very closed off. To I think being somewhat desperate for it. Since I now know what I'm missing. So is this odd that a Soul Mate/Twin Soul connection or just Soul connection would cause me to change this much for the better in some ways but for the worst too? I went from one extreme to another it seems.:confused:
Love and Peace,
Bellasong:smile:
Love and Peace,
Bellasong:smile: