mystical
24-10-2010, 01:44 PM
my twins mother has been randopmly sending me text messages for a while now , everytime me n twin seperate i always kept in touch with her asking how he was etc when he refused contact with me , she would always say yeah he is fine thanks , when i bougth him a fridge for his new place she was really sweet and said why am i so good to him , she knwos that for the past 18 motnhs i have still done my best , howveer sumtimes her messages seem very weird , me n twin have not spoken since july , but in august i went on holiday and i got sum very peculiar texts , syaing hoep i am ok and she really does mean that ... this time , then she started to go on abotu how she has seen my comp and its caused a divide , she can play head games is very random , we began exchanging messages back n then i asked how he was n she never answered me , i left it at the time till the next day wondering why she suddenly messaged me out the blue , so i messaged the next morning asking if all was ok as i was worried and she said sorry mate i messaged the wrong number , but ... what i cnat get is , she has my number stored so surely for her to text me she mustve known who she was textin , , my twin is known for blocking me but creates new accounts to spy on me , so her syaing about she seen my comp threw me off ,
then on the 10 .10 .10 i messgaed asking if all was ok n saying just to let u knwo thinking of u . 20 mins later at . 10 to 10 pm she had messaged me back not him but her again saying random stuff , she wrote hey i have xbox live :) ,...... i replied ok , n then she worte its great , we got into a convo abotu it n then i asked how he was , she said yeah he is doing great thanks etc , n then sent me a pic message of her in a santa hat , ***???? lol , n said whats it to me anyway , why am i so interested , then she said ur task is complete u got ur info , ?????????? what on earth was she on about , all i could think was , ahh she actually thinks im just wnatin an update on how he is doing , well err yeah
anyway i have not messaged at all since and have been wiritn on my fb about me moving on etc and funnily enough yesterdya i had another rare message from her saying ... innit x , i know when he blocked me b4 n i said i was moving on i made a comment about how loving sumone who loves sumone else is the hardest thing to egt over , n suddenyl out of nowwhere i was unblocked , he invited me down n admitted that he thought i fell for sumone else , i dont know whats goin off fhere , whether he i ????????as she only texts me when i have NOT CONTACTED HIM , i think she tries to initiate a convo so then i can ask how he is , that way it shows i care maybe? im tyring not think too deeply as i knwo she can be a head wreck but i need to knwo what is going off , i havent replied so that way it shows them that im stronegr in myself now , just when i seem to move on with my life it all happens again , am i being tested??
then on the 10 .10 .10 i messgaed asking if all was ok n saying just to let u knwo thinking of u . 20 mins later at . 10 to 10 pm she had messaged me back not him but her again saying random stuff , she wrote hey i have xbox live :) ,...... i replied ok , n then she worte its great , we got into a convo abotu it n then i asked how he was , she said yeah he is doing great thanks etc , n then sent me a pic message of her in a santa hat , ***???? lol , n said whats it to me anyway , why am i so interested , then she said ur task is complete u got ur info , ?????????? what on earth was she on about , all i could think was , ahh she actually thinks im just wnatin an update on how he is doing , well err yeah
anyway i have not messaged at all since and have been wiritn on my fb about me moving on etc and funnily enough yesterdya i had another rare message from her saying ... innit x , i know when he blocked me b4 n i said i was moving on i made a comment about how loving sumone who loves sumone else is the hardest thing to egt over , n suddenyl out of nowwhere i was unblocked , he invited me down n admitted that he thought i fell for sumone else , i dont know whats goin off fhere , whether he i ????????as she only texts me when i have NOT CONTACTED HIM , i think she tries to initiate a convo so then i can ask how he is , that way it shows i care maybe? im tyring not think too deeply as i knwo she can be a head wreck but i need to knwo what is going off , i havent replied so that way it shows them that im stronegr in myself now , just when i seem to move on with my life it all happens again , am i being tested??