TT85
02-03-2011, 09:02 AM
Hi everyone,
I am new to this group and also new to any of this really ...
I just went to see a psychic/medium last night for the first time (I have had some short tea leaf/tarot card readings before, but not a medium) and am feeling quite lost, upset confused.
I went in there with an open mind and positive energy not really knowing what to expect, but also not expecting too much so as not to be disappointed. My main reason in going was in hopes that my Mom and/or Grandpa would come through to me (I lost them both within the last 5.5 yrs), but decided not to specify anything to her right away as I wanted to see what happened. About 1/2 way through our session she said that there was a "grandma" looking lady standing behind me and asked if I had lost a grandma (which I have on one side). I don't think she really had a lot to say about this Grandma, but was briefly describing to me what she looked like and some personality traits (they didn't really fit with my Grandma that had past).
Later on in the session I asked her if someone that had passed had to come through on their own or if it was something that she was aware of she could maybe contact them? I then decided to tell her about my MOm and Grandpa. A bit later she said she saw my Mom ... just saw a lady with a really big warm smile on her face. The things she said were very comforting: she loves you, will look after my unborn children and after ... that she was very happy and proud of me ... I was her baby .. etc... general stuff. Then later on when I think it was the end of the session (We did go over a bit in time) she said that my Mom said she had to go now....
I want to believe ... I do ... and I really do think there is something else out there, but I can't help but think that maybe I with a fake medium? Any thoughts, tips, would be greatly appreciated.
When I first left I felt very happy and had a good little cry, but then the next day for some reason I just feel very upset, unsettled and disturbed a bit.
Thanks for listening ...
TT
I am new to this group and also new to any of this really ...
I just went to see a psychic/medium last night for the first time (I have had some short tea leaf/tarot card readings before, but not a medium) and am feeling quite lost, upset confused.
I went in there with an open mind and positive energy not really knowing what to expect, but also not expecting too much so as not to be disappointed. My main reason in going was in hopes that my Mom and/or Grandpa would come through to me (I lost them both within the last 5.5 yrs), but decided not to specify anything to her right away as I wanted to see what happened. About 1/2 way through our session she said that there was a "grandma" looking lady standing behind me and asked if I had lost a grandma (which I have on one side). I don't think she really had a lot to say about this Grandma, but was briefly describing to me what she looked like and some personality traits (they didn't really fit with my Grandma that had past).
Later on in the session I asked her if someone that had passed had to come through on their own or if it was something that she was aware of she could maybe contact them? I then decided to tell her about my MOm and Grandpa. A bit later she said she saw my Mom ... just saw a lady with a really big warm smile on her face. The things she said were very comforting: she loves you, will look after my unborn children and after ... that she was very happy and proud of me ... I was her baby .. etc... general stuff. Then later on when I think it was the end of the session (We did go over a bit in time) she said that my Mom said she had to go now....
I want to believe ... I do ... and I really do think there is something else out there, but I can't help but think that maybe I with a fake medium? Any thoughts, tips, would be greatly appreciated.
When I first left I felt very happy and had a good little cry, but then the next day for some reason I just feel very upset, unsettled and disturbed a bit.
Thanks for listening ...
TT