Please Help Me

[sohamfan11]

I Live Country India ,Sohamfan is not my real name , I had done some sins in past so society consider me Mad Eunuch , Duffer and World biggest sinner .
But I Consider My Self As Mad as i am Slightly Abnormal ,Eunuch - I am Born As a male but don't have manliness and duffer because i am neither smart nor intelligent and i consider myself as a sinner ,But i do not consider my self as World Biggest Sinner , What Should I do So that Society Would Not Consider me World Biggest Sinner ? [Forum Member Please help me ,please give me the way how to connect angels or spirit guide ,instantly ].

[lighter]

Take a bath in Ganges. It will solve everything.

[shoni7510]

It is not possible that you can be the world's biggest sinner. What do you want your guides and angels to do?

[Shivani Devi]

I Live Country India ,Sohamfan is not my real name , I had done some sins in past so society consider me Mad Eunuch , Duffer and World biggest sinner .
But I Consider My Self As Mad as i am Slightly Abnormal ,Eunuch - I am Born As a male but don't have manliness and duffer because i am neither smart nor intelligent and i consider myself as a sinner ,But i do not consider my self as World Biggest Sinner , What Should I do So that Society Would Not Consider me World Biggest Sinner ? [Forum Member Please help me ,please give me the way how to connect angels or spirit guide ,instantly ].Namaste.

Study the Vedas and Gita to lose all attachment with body concepts. Meditate on your breath and do pranayama to lose attachment to bodily concepts. Go and pray to the Deity of your choice to lose all bodily concepts and Ardhanarishwara is a good one in this case. Embrace the feminine aspect within yourself and study Tantra or do some self-esteem and martial arts classes or a combination of all the above. You have a beautiful divine spark inside you, no matter how you appear. If society is stuck in superficial perception of your true beauty, they wouldn't know what it is. Still, the whole world is mithya and perspective-based. There's no sin in being what you are, only what you do. Now, the choice is yours. You should also know what's happening here (and get some shilajit too).

All the best. Peace light and love to you. :hug:

Om Namah Shivay

[Shivani Devi]

My own guides just told me you should read the story about Shikhandi:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Shikhandi

Om Namah Shivay

[Shivani Devi]

An extremely rare medical condition called 5-alpha reductase deficiency results in a condition similar to that of Shikandi. [1] 5-alpha reductase deficiency is a condition that affects male sexual development before birth and during puberty. People with this condition are genetically male, with one X and one Y chromosome in each cell, and they have male gonads (testes). Their bodies, however, do not produce enough of a hormone called dihydrotestosterone (DHT). DHT has a critical role in male sexual development, and a shortage of this hormone disrupts the formation of the external sex organs before birth. Children with 5-alpha reductase deficiency are often raised as girls. During puberty, people with this condition develop some secondary sex characteristics. About half of these individuals adopt a male gender role in adolescence or early adulthood.

Thus, it has begun now.

[Shivani Devi]

Namaste, Greetings and welcome to the forum. :hug:

Remember Bhisma and Shikhandi.
Shilajit and Chyawanprash
Mangala Puja and Aarti
Offerings to Hanuman
Basil seed water
Siddhasana
Nadi Shodhana with more right nostril focus...

I'll tell you more if interested.

Om Namah Shivay

[sohamfan11]

It is not possible that you can be the world's biggest sinner. What do you want your guides and angels to do? they should help me indirectly so that society wont consider me world biggest sinner .

[sohamfan11]

Namaste.

Study the Vedas and Gita to lose all attachment with body concepts. Meditate on your breath and do pranayama to lose attachment to bodily concepts. Go and pray to the Deity of your choice to lose all bodily concepts and Ardhanarishwara is a good one in this case. Embrace the feminine aspect within yourself and study Tantra or do some self-esteem and martial arts classes or a combination of all the above. You have a beautiful divine spark inside you, no matter how you appear. If society is stuck in superficial perception of your true beauty, they wouldn't know what it is. Still, the whole world is mithya and perspective-based. There's no sin in being what you are, only what you do. Now, the choice is yours. You should also know what's happening here (and get some shilajit too).

All the best. Peace light and love to you. :hug:

Om Namah Shivay What will happen if i will do tantra .

[Shivani Devi]

What will happen if i will do tantra .You'll realise you're beyond your own concepts of physical limitation.

Let's just say my heart is exploding with all this now:

http://www.dollsofindia.com/images/products/hindu-posters/ardhanarishvara-DR30_l.jpg

The Hijras are seen to bring good luck, fertility and are a blessing to all, think about it. There's a reason they attend weddings, baby showers etc...

[Serrao]

I Live Country India ,Sohamfan is not my real name , I had done some sins in past so society consider me Mad Eunuch , Duffer and World biggest sinner .
But I Consider My Self As Mad as i am Slightly Abnormal ,Eunuch - I am Born As a male but don't have manliness and duffer because i am neither smart nor intelligent and i consider myself as a sinner ,But i do not consider my self as World Biggest Sinner , What Should I do So that Society Would Not Consider me World Biggest Sinner ? [Forum Member Please help me ,please give me the way how to connect angels or spirit guide ,instantly ].
There is far and far more to life than being down because of what others think of you.

Maybe this will help; this is verse 6.7 of the Bhagavad Gita.:
For one who has conquered the mind, the Supersoul is already reached, for he has attained tranquility. To such a man happiness and distress, heat and cold, honor and dishonor are all the same.

And three more sayings I wanted to share:
Everyone deserves a second chance,

Look who's talking

and

When you start pointing fingers, make sure your hands are clean.

[sohamfan11]

Namaste.

Study the Vedas and Gita to lose all attachment with body concepts. Meditate on your breath and do pranayama to lose attachment to bodily concepts. Go and pray to the Deity of your choice to lose all bodily concepts and Ardhanarishwara is a good one in this case. Embrace the feminine aspect within yourself and study Tantra or do some self-esteem and martial arts classes or a combination of all the above. You have a beautiful divine spark inside you, no matter how you appear. If society is stuck in superficial perception of your true beauty, they wouldn't know what it is. Still, the whole world is mithya and perspective-based. There's no sin in being what you are, only what you do. Now, the choice is yours. You should also know what's happening here (and get some shilajit too).

All the best. Peace light and love to you. :hug:

Om Namah Shivay Past Means not previous birth but in current life when i was teenager .

[sohamfan11]

You'll realise you're beyond your own concepts of physical limitation.

Let's just say my heart is exploding with all this now:



The Hijras are seen to bring good luck, fertility and are a blessing to all, think about it. There's a reason they attend weddings, baby showers etc... i also Want to Do Tantra ,but i have heard that tantra vidhya gives results somehow very late , please tell me the mantra which can be siddh easily and quickly .[ i want to siddh mantra for positive purpose .]

[sohamfan11]

Namaste, Greetings and welcome to the forum. :hug:

Remember Bhisma and Shikhandi.
Shilajit and Chyawanprash
Mangala Puja and Aarti
Offerings to Hanuman
Basil seed water
Siddhasana
Nadi Shodhana with more right nostril focus...

I'll tell you more if interested.

Om Namah Shivay Yes i am More interested .

[Hyperjudgement]

The key to self forgiveness is important to recognize. The outside world or people at large do not have your best interest at heart.. Most of the time anyway, and if they do, most of the time they can not understand some of the choices you made for instance.

My life-story has similar events, and I know that good people can make bad choices and vice versa. It's not easy to be perfect, and I believe that the first saint needs to be born as of yet :P

The problem with choices is that there is always a duality involved, good and bad primarily, and those create some real problems for people who are of good intentions.. The ones that don't care or think twice about it are either non humans or very ill informed.

Take your past choices and recognize them as lessons learned, however hard they have been. And try to avoid them in the future, and help others if you can to prevent making those same mistakes :) That's all you can do.

You are already forgiven in a spiritual way, now it is time for you to forgive yourself :P

Hope this helps a little.

[Wyaunagh]

Sohamfan,
I know that my experience is not exactly the same as yours, but we do have some experiences that are similar. I was raised as a boy by parents who did not understand me, but that is not who I am.
Inside I am a woman. I Always have been, but for the longest time i was forced to hide it, As so that part of me kind of got buried. When i began exploring this part of my self again people treated me like i was crazy. At times i almost believed it. But it is not true.
You are not crazy. This part of you is real and it is important. If you want to talk feel free send me a message.

[Shivani Devi]

i also Want to Do Tantra ,but i have heard that tantra vidhya gives results somehow very late , please tell me the mantra which can be siddh easily and quickly .[ i want to siddh mantra for positive purpose .]I can give an all purpose one which overcomes all body problems and afflictions of spirit. Chant it 108 times a day:

ॐ त्र्यम्बकं यजामहे सुगन्धिं पुष्टिवर्धनम्

उर्वारुकमिव बन्धनान्मृत्योर्मुक्षीय माऽमृतात् [3]

om tryambakaṃ yajāmahe sugandhiṃ puṣṭivardhanam

urvārukamiva bandhanānmṛtyor mukṣīya maamṛtāt [4]

You can go to an ayurvedic specialist and mention vajikarana.

Take lots of ghee and sweetstuffs, do meditation and Surya Bheda pranayama and try not to indulge in erotic pleasure.

All those things plus what I mentioned above with the herbs and stuff should get you started.

[sohamfan11]

I can give an all purpose one which overcomes all body problems and afflictions of spirit. Chant it 108 times a day:

ॐ त्र्यम्बकं यजामहे सुगन्धिं पुष्टिवर्धनम्

उर्वारुकमिव बन्धनान्मृत्योर्मुक्षीय माऽमृतात् [3]

om tryambakaṃ yajāmahe sugandhiṃ puṣṭivardhanam

urvārukamiva bandhanānmṛtyor mukṣīya maamṛtāt [4]

You can go to an ayurvedic specialist and mention vajikarana.

Take lots of ghee and sweetstuffs, do meditation and Surya Bheda pranayama and try not to indulge in erotic pleasure.

All those things plus what I mentioned above with the herbs and stuff should get you started.
my friend virish was chanting om mantra 3-4 hours daily while doing his office work still he cannot able to om mantra why ?

[Shivani Devi]

my friend virish was chanting om mantra 3-4 hours daily while doing his office work still he cannot able to om mantra why ?Don't worry about your friend, that's not important. Worry about yourself.

[Rozie]

If you lived in America, then you would be accepted for who you are. I live in a liberal state, where you can be anything you want to be.

Worlds biggest sinner is pretty bad.

As long as you avoid pedophilia then you are ok. Murder is pretty bad also if you get caught.

[shoni7510]

It is possible to give yourself a chance to start all over again in a clean slate depending on what religion you follow there should be a way to redeem yourself where you are in the country where you live. Are you a religious person? You can also ask your guides to help you start all over again as per your request. How far have you gone with contacting your guides and angels? You need to make an attempt and see what happens.

[sohamfan11]

It is possible to give yourself a chance to start all over again in a clean slate depending on what religion you follow there should be a way to redeem yourself where you are in the country where you live. Are you a religious person? You can also ask your guides to help you start all over again as per your request. How far have you gone with contacting your guides and angels? You need to make an attempt and see what happens. i Dont Know How to Communicate with My Guide And Angel Can You Tell Me how to Communicate with them .

[Rozie]

Use your intuition. Talk to yourself inside your head. Imagine a conversation with anybody, and the words will give you wisdom...Do stuff like that.

They are always there, but they keep a low profile and not everybody has conscious communication. However, everybody has communication it is just done in subtle ways.

[shoni7510]

i Dont Know How to Communicate with My Guide And Angel Can You Tell Me how to Communicate with them .

Read the book called "Ask your Guides" by Sonia Choquette, it might benefit you a great deal

[sohamfan11]

my friend virish was chanting om mantra 3-4 hours daily while doing his office work still he cannot able to om mantra why ? Thanks For helping me but i will Not able to Chant this mantra from tommorow because From Tommorow I will Go to job .

[sohamfan11]

I Live Country India ,Sohamfan is not my real name , I had done some sins in past so society consider me Mad Eunuch , Duffer and World biggest sinner .
But I Consider My Self As Mad as i am Slightly Abnormal ,Eunuch - I am Born As a male but don't have manliness and duffer because i am neither smart nor intelligent and i consider myself as a sinner ,But i do not consider my self as World Biggest Sinner , What Should I do So that Society Would Not Consider me World Biggest Sinner ? [Forum Member Please help me ,please give me the way how to connect angels or spirit guide ,instantly ]. And they are now considering me worse than Devil because I am not doing any work After Listening this abusive Words .