Understanding True Self

[BackYardPhenomena]

Does anyone ever feel like you do not fit within your current physical world circumstance, like you are in a thick matrix, and your brain has to remind you of who you are, what you look like, and the role that you are playing?

Could these feelings be a draw from the higher-self to communicate to your current ego?

Could communication with the higher self help resolve this confusion/curiosity?

[Kathrin]

Yes. I did. Just began feeling my Self and "hearing" it, again. Things change from thereon and keep rearranging. I feel like it has just begun to open back up... as a stable connection, continous, I mean. Like a reliable open communication. Began working for it years ago. Congratulations :) Obviously, you found something wonderful :) :) :)

[StillMoving]

I had this some time ago. It was somehow exciting and frightening. It helped when I realized that how I look, think, talk, and what I am, is constantly changing and can't really be defined at any given time.

[Shivani Devi]

Does anyone ever feel like you do not fit within your current physical world circumstance, like you are in a thick matrix, and your brain has to remind you of who you are, what you look like, and the role that you are playing?It used to, until my brain stopped reminding me of who I was.

It wasn't until I communicated with my higher self that I resolved it...thing is, after resolution, I still don't know who I am...

However, this is much different from not knowing who I was before.

[Kathrin]

Almost a year later, I'm still not fully with my Self. But, it's been developing gently. Lately, the quality has changed to something more direct, but just briefly, randomly, rarely.

[slowsnake]

Hello,
I have felt like that all my life,not sure why I am like i am, but its called severe untreated ADHD,
You are describing my whole life every day since I could spell my own name,

Kind Regards Billy.

[BackYardPhenomena]

Funny how this has come up again… Oddly enough this condition, has only intensified. I often catch myself having to remind myself of who I am. This is not do to preoccupation or any kind of attention deficit. I will be watching a television show and pause to use the restroom and then am dumbfounded to see who I am and am reminded of current happenings.

Have't gotten any definite ideas about this. It doesn't alarm me, is just very odd.

[slowsnake]

Funny how this has come up again… Oddly enough this condition, has only intensified. I often catch myself having to remind myself of who I am. This is not do to preoccupation or any kind of attention deficit. I will be watching a television show and pause to use the restroom and then am dumbfounded to see who I am and am reminded of current happenings.

Have't gotten any definite ideas about this. It doesn't alarm me, is just very odd.

Hello,
The fact you are on this type of forum is because you feel somewhat "at home" here!
We are here because we feel so very different to the rest of "normal society",and,we are different, and even though all the members here are following a spiritual path, each of us is again on a different path,what you are feeling is normal for folk like us,we are different, we feel different because we are on a separate plan to the rest of the "fast asleep" world!

Kind Regards Billy.

[Ascophore]

I may or may not feel 'cramped' regularly.
I'd go into more details but I don't think I should go into it just yet.

[Realm Ki]

i think it sounds a little uncomfortable, never experienced it myself - but it makes sense we could; as understand things, we are only here 'in borrowed bodies', we are all here on a mission, so it makes sense we could forget that we are here. And of course most of us spend a great deal of time figuring out the mission :)

Also, time, they say, doesn't exist - so this time/space thing must be a really curious thing to get used to :)

I very often, most of the time, feel honored about the body I've been given, the vessel of my travels here so to speak. I care for it, and am humbled by it, but in no way identify it as 'me'. Or even mine, come to think of it.

Reminds me of this one: (hope the link thing works)

https://scontent-arn2-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/13686635_1120886588006586_5598435503292210530_n.jp g?oh=e4bab4e03f009a33a96305b206c1766f&oe=59837117

[Jaroon60]

I think the confusion will stay. And that is not a bad thing. Unless it takes over your life. Just accept as much as you can about who you think you are. Accept the help from spirits whom might be explaining more and more in time. It is a life time journey.

[Jaroon60]

Does anyone ever feel like you do not fit within your current physical world circumstance, like you are in a thick matrix, and your brain has to remind you of who you are, what you look like, and the role that you are playing?

Could these feelings be a draw from the higher-self to communicate to your current ego?

Could communication with the higher self help resolve this confusion/curiosity?

If anything.....it makes it more difficult. Accept that and there still is no way out. That is the beauty of it. Overthinking. Re-thinking. There is no real explanation.

[Jaroon60]

Really understanding yourself and who you are might be too scary. Not in being a bad person. It should be difficult to find. If you ever do.

[Elohim]

yes , indeed , Communicating with the higher worlds would help u
for that you need to meditate

no money involved
there are no shortcuts in Spirituality
Google, pyramidmeditation, its free meditation and it is focusing on Breath Energy

[Kathrin]

I'm thinking it is about a detachment from Now awareness, to protect from overwhelmment. Like a dissociated state of some grade. Dissociative practice can self-automatize and then run as an independet program. In dissociation we leave our body, often. Having been outside and looking into a mirror should be irritating. Unless you can see your nonphysical beingness standing outside the physical shell, you may need a moment to "re-assign" yourself to "that body there". I've lived for decades in a moreso dissociated, detached state, without the slightest clue!

[Kathrin]

Really understanding yourself and who you are might be too scary. Not in being a bad person. It should be difficult to find. If you ever do.

Easily possibly like this: Dig back out self appreciation slowly but surely. It's just covered with rude judgments of parents, caretakers etc. like layers of rubble, dirt and rocks. It's under all that burden. It can't dissapate or vanish, because it is essentially what we are all made of: Love. Just sitting there to be discovered. Sit down, take a sheet of paper and right one good feeling thought about you as a person. If you do it for each bad thought you have about you, you may be cured. It may take years. Or less. I'm working on it every other day. I can already name a few things, meaning them! So, it's possible! <3