Having Entities Who Won't Leave Me Alone

[lomax]

I know.Everytime i was posting about my situation,all of a sudden the problem was getting bigger for a while.

It's like bringing your inner manifestations to the surface.
I'm not sure if talking about them will make things better or worst.This is something you'll find out on your own.

I saw in robert bruce's book (self defence) that negs don't want you to talk about them.Propably cause identifying their presence,is the most important step.

Now to the point.
If you have some money to spend,then hire someone who knows how to limit them,unless they're part of your fate pattern..

That means that they're there for a reason,and you'll gain experience from all this..(but you'll have to face it on your own)

[gemini]

Originally Posted by NoOne

I think it makes little sense to ask a being whether they're of the light or not. All of them are basically light beings, they just operate on different frequencies. I am discounting dark or shadow entities here, which lots of people claim to have seen or interacted with (or rather, beset by), because I've never had a direct encounter with one, so I'm putting the possibility of their existence in the maybe box.

I don't believe that any light being is purely malevolent or benevolent on its own, they are various degrees of each. If you think of them as gods, there are certainly gods of heaven, but the underworld also has its gods and if you believe ancient Hindu descriptions, many of them are highly benevolent and most of the underworld is actually beautiful and peaceful. What we know as Hell, the truly horrifying part of it, is actually a very small section of a vast underworld, which is interdimensional in nature.

In my own experience, I usually work with Inanna. Her name literally means "Queen of Heaven" or "Lady of Heaven". Her vibration is mostly pure white light and she has always been nothing but loving and benevolent to me. She does have a dark side though as goddess of war and she can be terrifying in that destructive, martial aspect. Hindu gods and goddesses have the same dual nature in most cases.

Her sister Ereshkigal is supposedly Queen of the Underworld. She approached me once, whilst I was lying in bed and wanted to connect to me and use me as a channel. She was super creepy. Her thought patterns and the way she moved around the bed reminded me of Gollum from Lord of the Rings. Certainly didn't change my prejudices about the gods of the underworld.

Also, just an idea, if you are bothered by entities, why not seek the help of a truly benevolent one that is more powerful than the mid-tier ones you're presumably interacting with (I am guessing here, since you did not name any names). If you're bothered and beset by Jackals, why not befriend a lion or a tiger?

Hi NoOne,

Thanks so much for your continued responses! I really appreciate it. :)

That is definitely a good idea. And I have sought help from Jesus of Nazareth, Archangel Michael, Manjushri, and Gautama Buddha. Though I admit, not for an extended period for any one of them.

But part of me believes that a being like Jesus can already see my struggle with these entities, and I feel he would intercede if he felt it was necessary. Am I wrong in this? Or does it take continued reaching out—for an extended period of time?

To be honest, I usually only call out to them when I'm feeling desperate and the entities are being mean. The thing is, whenever I try to actively get rid of them for an extended period, they just mock and harass me that much worse. If I ignore them and try to focus on something else, they won't be as bad.

And then when they're nice (which is 90% of the time), I don't really mind their presence. The problem is though, they can flip on a dime and will suddenly be mean when I'm not expecting it. I guess I should be more steadfast in this.

Another thing: I'm not really sure exactly how to connect with a truly benevolent lion/tiger being without the entities I'm in contact with getting in the way or pretending to be them.

I've had many experiences where I thought I was talking to God, Bashar, or any number of different beings—when it was really just these same entities pretending to be different people.

Also, a bit unrelated, but I'm unclear as to the concept of Heaven and the underworld. Are these separated according to vibration? Are they different dimensions? Are they more of a metaphor?

Wishing you the very best!

[gemini]

Originally Posted by lomax

I know.Everytime i was posting about my situation,all of a sudden the problem was getting bigger for a while.

It's like bringing your inner manifestations to the surface.
I'm not sure if talking about them will make things better or worst.This is something you'll find out on your own.

I saw in robert bruce's book (self defence) that negs don't want you to talk about them.Propably cause identifying their presence,is the most important step.

Now to the point.
If you have some money to spend,then hire someone who knows how to limit them,unless they're part of your fate pattern..

That means that they're there for a reason,and you'll gain experience from all this..(but you'll have to face it on your own)

Hi lomax,

Thanks for your reply! Reading this really made me feel better in that I'm not alone in it getting worse after you open up about these beings. :)

Did you find that talking about them helped? And do you still have "negative" entities hanging around you? If not, how did you overcome it?

As far as seeing an entity removal specialist / shaman, some people have told me that won't help or hasn't helped them, while others say it helps but doesn't seem to get rid of them completely. I haven't come across anyone where it worked instantly the first time they saw someone. Still, I might cave and finally try that.

Part of me has been resistant to just seeing someone to have them "removed" for me (if that's even possible). Ideally, I would like to be able to overcome this myself, because one day I would like to be able to help others with the same issue.

Wishing you a wonderful day!

[lomax]

Originally Posted by gemini

Hi lomax,

Thanks for your reply! Reading this really made me feel better in that I'm not alone in it getting worse after you open up about these beings. :)

Did you find that talking about them helped? And do you still have "negative" entities hanging around you? If not, how did you overcome it?

As far as seeing an entity removal specialist / shaman, some people have told me that won't help or hasn't helped them, while others say it helps but doesn't seem to get rid of them completely. I haven't come across anyone where it worked instantly the first time they saw someone. Still, I might cave and finally try that.

Part of me has been resistant to just seeing someone to have them "removed" for me (if that's even possible). Ideally, I would like to be able to overcome this myself, because one day I would like to be able to help others with the same issue.

Wishing you a wonderful day!

Firstly i don't know what i'm dealing with.The list of symptoms and experiences are long enough.I'm not even sure if it's one thing or many..

And things are still the same.

Also keep in mind that it's time for action.You have to do something.As for reaching beings and ask for assistance,things are not as you think,unless you're a natural psychic or a trained magician.

I'll say it again.
Take action,try banishings,do exorcisms,herb baths,do anything.

[gemini]

Originally Posted by ImthatIm

I wasn't trying to be secretive or anything about my past, I just did not have the time to answer then.

But to how I started to fight dark entities was in a tradition of Native American practice with a group and I was more a helper. So it was really nothing attacking me but we were helping others that were having problems.
But of course I had sought out my own personal demons prior, that comes from being raised with alcoholism and trauma and being dragged down to dark depths myself.
As far as personally being attacked from an entity that had nothing but bad intentions, I did encounter that after years of helping others through sweat lodge and other ceremonial practices.
I remember that I had probably allowed the attack because of my fear and negative emotions during the whole episode.

My whole intention here is only to assist if possible with strengthening your inner peace with the Love of God.

It is hard from reading on a screen all of the variables and possibilities, I have to trust that God will speak to your heart and work things out for you.

Hi ImthatIm,

Thanks for your kindness! That's really cool how you were able to learn how to fight dark entities! It's admirable of you to be a helper of people in situations like mine.

And I do believe your advice is spot on, with regard to ignoring them and focusing on God's love. I have been mostly ignoring them lately and have also begin reading a book on psychic protection, clearing, and exorcism. I hope that it helps some.

Either way, I am happy to be on this journey with all of you nice people here to assist me! I am having a lot of fun. :) Even though these entities are kind of annoying, one thing they have given me is undeniable proof of the otherwordly nature of our existence. Going from being a complete atheist to this is quite a change!

Best wishes to you!

[gemini]

Originally Posted by Shabda

You are welcomed! This will be just a quick response and I intend to make a full one a bit later today. I will have to look at my books to see what I have available, but I might be able to find you a few things.

One point I have that sort of (in MY opinion) demands attention, would be that you notice that they often are not nice to you and accuse you of being evil and/or a freak and things like that. What could possibly be their intention for doing that? I'm having a hard time finding one that could be positive, and the way that they treat you (nicer more of the time now than in the past) I personally see as irrelevant, for the same reasons I told you in the first place. They play and tell NOT the truth and everything else across the board because doing so suits whatever their desire is. THAT is probably the most important factor.

Now if some positive and high spiritual entity such as an actual angel or a spiritual master of any tradition were to come along to teach you something, they probably wouldn't do so in such an attacking manner. So that , to me, seems very suspect so I am just saying so so that someone has stated it. If it were me, I would likely do something about them that wouldn't be very nice at all and that would be finalistic. But that is me, and this is for you to decipher and determine your best course through, and while treating them with forgiveness and understanding and being overall nicer is probably not a bad way of looking at it, you must also understand that you owe these things absolutely nothing.

They come into YOUR space only because you allow them to, but DO remember that your space is like your house, a house that you alone own. So nothing can enter or stay without your permission. In the end it is your responsibility alone to care for YOUR house, and that includes what you will allow to happen within it.

I suggest looking at what their motivations might be, as determining those are probably the most telling thing about any of us. It is not always easy to know or to guess, and even if you ask you may not be told the truth, but only you can learn to discern for yourself what is being presented, and whether or to which degree it is truthful, or not.

Also, I meant what I said about allowing love to be both your sword and shield. Using a sword to behead an entity might not be what you would consider within the definitions of love, but I am suggesting that it actually is, depending. Love is one of those things that is not at all simply an emotion, nor a mental state, though it can contain a great many of those within its overall meaning. And there are a great many levels to that meaning, some of which are not easy to accept or admit to one's self, thus the importance of learning what they are, as well as what is not. That is a journey I myself have been on my entire life, and I still have not reached the end, not by far, because the subject is literally THAT large and expansive, and one finds many things within it that they never expected to find there.

Anyhow, enough for now. I will have a look for some writings on the topic that might be useful for you!

Hi Shabda,

Sorry for my slow response! You've given me a lot to think about here!

I agree that they definitely don't seem to have the same kind of loving, supportive energy that many channeled higher beings seem to have. And you're right; it is up to me to clean house. So I've gathered quite a hefty list of books to read on the subject of clearing negative entities and psychic protection (I had no idea there were so many books about this!). And I'm hoping that at least some of the methods prove to be at least somewhat effective.

I've been mostly ignoring them for the past week. Sometimes I slip up because I'm so used to talking to them, but then I pray to Jesus, which I have been doing much more often as well. They are still present, but they aren't being mean or keeping me up at night, which is good. Mostly they just sit there silently watching me, sometimes interjecting a few words here and there.

As far as their own motivations for being here, I cannot say for sure. But I have one theory: When I was looking for relevant books to read, I came across one about djinn. It said djinn will give you what you want, but it may be in a way that will make you not want it anymore. And while I don't know if these entities are actually djinn--or even djinn-like, I definitely feel that is what they did:

Before I began interacting with them, I really wanted to help the planet and our species. I even stopped watching TV and playing video games, because I felt that those things were time sinks keeping me from doing what is truly important. I also would think to myself about how I would rather have a challenging, but highly-productive/helpful life, than an easy one--like I used to want in the past.

And that's basically what these beings offered me. For a long time, they had me convinced that I could change the whole planet because I was communicating with extraterrestrials. And they told me that they needed me to type/write for them for the rest of my life, and that I would publish book after book of information from them, teaching our planet. But soon after I started writing, I realized just how much work it would be: they didn't want me scratching myself, yawning, or even pausing for a second. It was extreme hard work. And pretty soon, after I realized just how difficult that would be, I gave up and started asking them to leave.

So, like the book about the djinn said, they pretty much took everything I had wanted and gave it to me, but in a way that made it so I didn't want it anymore. I realized how much responsibility it would take, how difficult it would be, how much I would have to sacrifice. So I did learn a lot about myself and my desires from that.

Anyway, as far as doing something "finalistic," that sounds cool and spooky all at the same time! I don't think they are actually "evil," so I don't think they deserve anything too bad. But for now, I am going to continue on this path of ignoring them and learning more about psychic protection/defense.

I'm still not really sure how one would use "love" as a weapon. But I will try to cultivate more love in myself and raise my vibration.

Thanks again for all of your help! I wish you the very best!

[gemini]

Originally Posted by lomax

Firstly i don't know what i'm dealing with.The list of symptoms and experiences are long enough.I'm not even sure if it's one thing or many..

And things are still the same.

Also keep in mind that it's time for action.You have to do something.As for reaching beings and ask for assistance,things are not as you think,unless you're a natural psychic or a trained magician.

I'll say it again.
Take action,try banishings,do exorcisms,herb baths,do anything.

Hi lomax,

Sorry to hear that you are still experiencing symptoms from your own entities. I wish there were a clear-cut way to get rid of this sort of thing, but it seems like everyone has varying experiences with it. I hope they leave you alone swiftly!

And thank you for the advice! As I've said in my recent posts, I've begun reading a book about clearing entities, exorcisms, and there was even some info on Dead Sea Salt baths I came across in it. It doesn't seem to include any info on herb baths, but I'll look into that!

Wishing you the very best!

Gemini

How are you, Gemini
It is my belief this spirit is earth bound as in deceased that saw this opportunity or opening YOU provided for him/them.
For what ever reason not moving on.
Just my sense of it.
Take care.

[Aknaton]

Gemini, how are you? Are you still suffering that demonic torment? If so, kindly post here and we will deal with it. I have a few points to share, but let us work together and get your life back on track. I work with Jesus Christ and would be pleased to show you that He is your solution. As it is, from what I have read, you are very vulnerable. Even if you had been delivered from those strange entities, you don't have a definite path and that makes you vulnerable.

While I was praying on a mountain, I was followed by extraterrestrial spirits that wanted a mouth piece. They tried to give me an astral headset and receiver that I could hear they're voice, but I broke that stuff. They have ulterior motives which are wholly negative. Yours however aren't extra terrestrial... just plain demonic!

But kindly note, these new age ones are a little stubborn, because they come off as holy. Already I have just received a vibration on my right hand, they are aware of me, but the Holy Spirit is doing the fighting. You may need to fast for these ones.

[shivatar]

Originally Posted by gemini

Thanks for your perspective on this! Since I made this post, my views on schizophrenia have actually changed:

After speaking to and reading accounts from others who have had similar experiences (and were also diagnosed with schizophrenia), I've come to the conclusion that schizophrenia has, at least in some cases, otherworldly/supernatural causes.

The interesting thing is that people in the developing world have believed in a spiritual cause for schizophrenia for thousands of years. Additionally, according to the documentary Crazywise, the rate of recovery in these countries after a psychotic break is twice what it is in the West. And they attribute this to a more spiritual, socially-accepted view of the condition.

Be that as it may, I still wouldn't reject the possibility of anti-psychotic medicine as a healing agent.

Have you tried anti-psychotics before? if you did, did they help?