The Gilded Tarot is fine with me.
Here's your reading.
I chose Raven's Prophecy Tarot for your reading
What is dormant and should be plowed under? TEMPERANCE.
This card usually gets the tag line, 'everything in moderation' but recently this hasn't been serving you as it should.
I feel, in your situation, it appears to imply that you may be compromising too much, afraid to create ripples. This leads to me wondering if there is some issue, or aspect of yourself you are suppressing by trying to appear in perfect balance.
What do you want to grow this spring? STRENGTH.
In this card there is no suggestion of a softly-softly approach, this depiction suggests grabbing what you want.
I go by the saying that, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger and this card suggests you really want to make your mark in a situation (or on the world in general) and you want to find courage.
In reality you have that courage, from everything you've endured before, you just need to find it again. So you need to dig deep and find your fighting spirit.
What seeds must be planted to allow this to happen? THE STAR.
It's time to start looking at what lights you up. Where do you want to shine? Who needs to see you as a guiding light.
First though, you need to work out where you are going before you can start guiding others. What dreams and aspirations have you held back from pursuing because it was easier for those around you and made life easier not to?
What new growth can you expect? 5 OF WANDS.
In this card we see a fallen lighted candle that has caused a fire to spread.
This suggests that things may get a little crazy. After having been so reasonable for so long, others around you may feel you're ‘out of control’ and try to dampen down your new found sense of purpose.
It can also imply a sense of purification, you could see this fire as burning away what is no longer needed or as a burning passion that ignites you to the core. Either way, the next few weeks will see things change dramatically if you go where you are drawn.
Hope that resonates with you.