while some people might be comforted by the 'ordinariness' of a situation,
others might be repelled by the 'boring' nature of same-old same-old, and
seek to shun or avoid those experiences. i'm rather attracted to dullness
in that i know each molecule involved contains a vast history and an unlimited
potential for expression [why has it chosen to be where it is?]. ordinariness
can be a guise that hides some deep mysteries... i wanna peer within, and
beyond the masks of appearance. ordinariness intrigues me.
your sense of balance seems quite extensive
Kontufuto; you've become
a master of stability, on your own terms. i expect that the non-challenging
nature of your dream life would be something that would inspire most
people into seeking to expand their reach and attain a wider perspective;
and it may be influencing you in that direction.
here's a video i've found which may relate in some way:
Good Bye Linear Time, The Return to Unity Consciousness
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7NywCNrs3mk