It is time to update this thread.
Sadly, my attacker returned.
One of the things that really disempowered me was that I couldn't perceive it. I thought it hid behind energy barriers. Some days, I could feel a menacing energy all around me.
Something like the hundredth thing I tried to stop it ... actually worked. I was wondering if it was personal, and searched for an energy of hating
me. It was surprisingly easy to find. It seemed to be coming from a floating heart chakra.
I cleared the fixation with a Reiki-based technique I discovered and have used with clients for years. The attacks reduced 60% -- and have stayed reduced for the last 5 months.
I realised it wasn't an astral being. It was a causal/ideational being.
More recently, I finally got a look at my attacker -- or at least what my mind could construct of its ideational foundation.
It was both grotesque and pitiful. They don't look like cool MF hard-asses like Sauron and the Witch King... more like Palpatine after he got fried, only a lot worse.
It was old and miserable, covered with grey, dead flesh.
I was in a quite altered state and taken aback, so I don't remember much apart from my emotional response.
Feeling empowered, I asked
Sri Lahiri Mahasaya to take it away -- which he did after a time.
This was my first verifiable contact with Lahiri. I guess I find it easier to relate to a Master who looked like Einstein.
With that gone, I can be clearer about what's causing remaining problems.
The incredibly subtle being that invades my astral body is still around from time to time.
What's
really interesting though are small entities created to influence and control any being with chakras.
These entities attach to chakras in our inner core, a tube which runs up our body connecting the chakras.. They seem to be largely responsible for humanity's problems -- if not the problems of most of creation's inhabitants.
They do this through:
1. Turning light, high frequency energy into syrupy dark energy. This dark energy isolates that part of the aura, freezing the mista which is what stops us from changing.
2. Even without this, they significantly disrupt energy flow.
3. They influence our chakras into being vulnerable to attacks from other entities.
This is presumably one reason why Kriya is so effective – it removes these smaller entities and thereby stops our chakras from being vulnerable.
Whatever Lahiri did stopped helping me after a week or so. Nonetheless, I’m much much better. Armed with the above information, I'm not vulnerable during the day. I'm still fighting off these entities most days but that’s much better than the pain and debilitation I was suffering.
Sleeping has become a bit problematic. Sadly, I'm much more vulnerable when asleep. I'm usually OK for the first 3 hours but if I sleep longer than that I'm increasingly likely to wake up in pain. So I'm doing a lot of
polyphasic sleeping.
Linear Mode
