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01-05-2011, 02:00 AM
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I'M TAKING BACK MY LIFE.
i decided that i'm taking back my life and i'm not going to let this connection rule me anymore. it's too much and i can't obsess over things that i cannot control. i only have control over my life and my decisions, not his. this connection is way bigger and way more powerful than i will ever comprehend. destiny is the only one in control and the only thing i can do is better myself and focus on my life, not his. no more wallowing and feeling sorry for myself. i deserve to live! and that's exactly what i'm going to do. if we end up working out in the end, that's really great. but if it doesn't, then i guess something else is meant to come my way. i'm not going to deny the feelings i have, but i'm not going to let it consume my brain anymore. it took me 6 months to realize this, but i suppose this experience is meant to make me stronger. yeah!
peace n love!
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01-05-2011, 02:14 AM
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Location: Australia
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its great to hear someone breaking free from this nightmare called TF, SM, I wish you all the best, never go into another relationship that has a label attached, if you do its already half dead. Oh I love the Beatles also their music has kept me sane right out through my life. Here is a painting of mine that may cheer you up. 
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01-05-2011, 02:30 AM
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Originally Posted by lennonsdoll
i decided that i'm taking back my life and i'm not going to let this connection rule me anymore. it's too much and i can't obsess over things that i cannot control. i only have control over my life and my decisions, not his. this connection is way bigger and way more powerful than i will ever comprehend. destiny is the only one in control and the only thing i can do is better myself and focus on my life, not his. no more wallowing and feeling sorry for myself. i deserve to live! and that's exactly what i'm going to do. if we end up working out in the end, that's really great. but if it doesn't, then i guess something else is meant to come my way. i'm not going to deny the feelings i have, but i'm not going to let it consume my brain anymore. it took me 6 months to realize this, but i suppose this experience is meant to make me stronger. yeah!
peace n love!
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good job~! be stronger, be YOU~! as far as destiny, you have far more control over your own personal destiny than you may realize, take control of that too...also, i echo psychoslice's views on the Beatles...
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"Not Christian or Jew or Muslim, not Hindu, Buddhist, Sufi, or Zen. Not any religion or cultural system. I am not from the East or the West, not out of the ocean or up from the ground, not natural or ethereal, not composed of elements at all... I belong to the Beloved, have seen the two worlds as one and that one call to and know, first, last, outer, inner, only that breath breathing human being."
Rumi
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01-05-2011, 02:58 AM
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i'm not going to deny the feelings i have, but i'm not going to let it consume my brain anymore.
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Those are all some intense, wonderful strong statements you made, but this one really made me proud of you, that's beautiful. |
01-05-2011, 07:12 AM
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Originally Posted by lennonsdoll
i decided that i'm taking back my life and i'm not going to let this connection rule me anymore. it's too much and i can't obsess over things that i cannot control. i only have control over my life and my decisions, not his. this connection is way bigger and way more powerful than i will ever comprehend. destiny is the only one in control and the only thing i can do is better myself and focus on my life, not his. no more wallowing and feeling sorry for myself. i deserve to live! and that's exactly what i'm going to do. if we end up working out in the end, that's really great. but if it doesn't, then i guess something else is meant to come my way. i'm not going to deny the feelings i have, but i'm not going to let it consume my brain anymore. it took me 6 months to realize this, but i suppose this experience is meant to make me stronger. yeah!
peace n love!
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Great attitude! |
01-05-2011, 07:30 AM
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THANK YOU EVERYONE. oh my goodness psychoslice, i am in love with that painting. john lennon is my dreamboat <3
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01-05-2011, 12:24 PM
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Master
Join Date: Mar 2011
Location: great white north
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I realize that those strong feelings and vibes are extremely powerful and hard to deny. I am very happy that you are going to take control of your life again.
Mr Slice, great picture....
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01-05-2011, 12:59 PM
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You was never under control anyway
You was always free. Thats what 'TF' is here to help you realise...remember 
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01-05-2011, 06:33 PM
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Master
Join Date: Nov 2010
Location: Somewhere under the rainbow
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Originally Posted by lennonsdoll
i decided that i'm taking back my life and i'm not going to let this connection rule me anymore. it's too much and i can't obsess over things that i cannot control. i only have control over my life and my decisions, not his. this connection is way bigger and way more powerful than i will ever comprehend. destiny is the only one in control and the only thing i can do is better myself and focus on my life, not his. no more wallowing and feeling sorry for myself. i deserve to live! and that's exactly what i'm going to do. if we end up working out in the end, that's really great. but if it doesn't, then i guess something else is meant to come my way. i'm not going to deny the feelings i have, but i'm not going to let it consume my brain anymore. it took me 6 months to realize this, but i suppose this experience is meant to make me stronger. yeah!
peace n love!
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May I go with you leaving the twinflame thing behind? I mean I want to take back the control of my life too. I am so fed up with being so dependant of him. Yesterday I saw him again and I felt so clearly that I indeed love him very very much, but that I have to let go. And I really felt like I was in charge of my own life and decisions from that moment on. The feelings can't be denied, they are way too strong. But we can live our own life, thinking about the twinflame sometimes with love in our hearts. If it is menat to be in the future it sure will happen.
Lots of love,
Nymphea
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01-05-2011, 09:48 PM
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Join Date: Jan 2011
Location: U.S.
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Either you weren't ready for you twin or neither was he/she ready for you or he/she wasn't your twin. Anyway good for you on living your life the way you want to
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“I always like to look on the optimistic side of life, but I am realistic enough to know that life is a complex matter.” Walt Disney
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