When tf say they don't love you

[Marie]

Oh blue cat, it seems like tf holds grudges.. Too.. He's been trained by his bad environment growing up. We have two different backgrounds where he's lower working class and I've grew up more middle class. Not that I care one wit about class though, where I come from we abhor it and it's not visible, Scandinavia are very, very equal. But it does contribute to the problem, I think for him and me. He's used to swear a lot too, it really makes him relax as again, the environment. My background never swear almost. Or, in a different way with different meanings. But yes, I allow him to just be, because I love him. That's all that matters. But it also feels sometimes a little bit too low frequency.

When we talked recently he agreed all kinds of bad stuff comes up to be seen and healed. He understands now. At least we've come to an arrangement and are about to solve the financial circumstances. Just need to work on it now:)
But man.. The one that loves you for eternity say those stuff.. Where's the eternity then.. And you know you can't break the bond either... I'm worried with all the issues he's got with himself. I don't know.
Yes I kinda know how tf can fight from other lives but I just can't seem to get it in my emotions, how the one loving you so and that way, can get them to say those things.