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Originally posted by Lorelyen
I'm ready to bet that these psychic attacks could well be the personification of doubts about the credibility of the situation - that they really are twin flames or that if that other person knew they were the subject of a spiritually-inspired relationship lock-in they'd do a runner.
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I've been through whatever this was twice with the same individual, and one commonality in my behavior both times was avoidance. Avoidance at all costs, at times on a primal level. This tendency ended up wreaking havoc, but methinks it ultimately saved a lot of good people a lot of grief.
Let's take tomorrow morning. My very best conscious self knows nothing of this person. Knockknockknock. You drag me out and over coffee explain who they are, what they're about, On High has mandated I'm in a spiritually-inspired whatever with them for all time. I'd laugh at you. Literally. Then disagree. Stridently. You'd shush me. I'd tell On High to slide off a greased pier. The other tables'd fidget. Eggs are worthless after about twenty minutes table time. I'd walk home deeply, profoundly depressed... which happened anyway... yeah, no, let's not do it.
I've always had doubts. Thinking in 'tf' terms is a crutch until I can get to a place where I do not believe otherwise, because to believe otherwise means I'll risk having left this world thinking and feeling badly about someone I love.