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[DragonSpirit]

Well this may be a shocker to many of you but I don't want to be a lightworker. However whatever I do, I can't escape what has been something I've practiced in the past. It's like a stain that won't clean away. And I don't mean to be offensive, just no other way to explain it. I deal with enough anxiety as it is, I'm tired of being on the bottom of every totem pole. I know a vast majority of you will claim that I am being self centered, ignorant, selfish, and just plain idiotic. I am married have kids, and tired of feeling absolutely worthless and having nothing in common with most people. Who else feels this way?

[FallingLeaves]

Originally Posted by DragonSpirit

Well this may be a shocker to many of you but I don't want to be a lightworker. However whatever I do, I can't escape what has been something I've practiced in the past. It's like a stain that won't clean away. And I don't mean to be offensive, just no other way to explain it. I deal with enough anxiety as it is, I'm tired of being on the bottom of every totem pole. I know a vast majority of you will claim that I am being self centered, ignorant, selfish, and just plain idiotic. I am married have kids, and tired of feeling absolutely worthless and having nothing in common with most people. Who else feels this way?

the light workers I meet on these boards often seem like the selfish/idiotic ones to me.

but... me? I been emotionally mauled, gets very tiresome... had to put up simply huge walls because of it.