Clippers in my spinal chord

[syttvan]

Hello,
A few month ago I did meditation while listening to some music
At a certain point I felt discomfort in my throat but ignored it
Once the discomfort disappeard I heard a voice telling me that it will happen to me too
Not long after I felt a feeling a bit hard to define
It was like clipping your nails with a clipper but not about nails
But about my spinal chord and the back of my head suddenly disattached from me. It was painful when that clipping occurred
After wards I went to the balcony while totally scared and shaking
I was able while lighting my cigarette to hear crows in front of me making sounds and it made me terrified while they made sound I could receive the word “Lucifer” from them.
It felt like though I accidentally selled my soul to the devil!
Does anybody out here experienced the same feeling of clippers in the back of there head just like off with his head kind of thing?
I’m also always experiencing light reflection fade from my eyes and eyes are completely black. Plus I always see headlight of cars while only one of them active like some weird metaphor to the light disappearing from my eyes
Does anybody else out there experience those symptoms?
Please respond
Thanks,
Syttvan

[Gem]

Originally Posted by syttvan

Hello,
A few month ago I did meditation while listening to some music
At a certain point I felt discomfort in my throat but ignored it
Once the discomfort disappeard I heard a voice telling me that it will happen to me too
Not long after I felt a feeling a bit hard to define
It was like clipping your nails with a clipper but not about nails
But about my spinal chord and the back of my head suddenly disattached from me. It was painful when that clipping occurred
After wards I went to the balcony while totally scared and shaking
I was able while lighting my cigarette to hear crows in front of me making sounds and it made me terrified while they made sound I could receive the word “Lucifer” from them.
It felt like though I accidentally selled my soul to the devil!
Does anybody out here experienced the same feeling of clippers in the back of there head just like off with his head kind of thing?
I’m also always experiencing light reflection fade from my eyes and eyes are completely black. Plus I always see headlight of cars while only one of them active like some weird metaphor to the light disappearing from my eyes
Does anybody else out there experience those symptoms?
Please respond
Thanks,
Syttvan

There is no need to imagine all these things.