Do you also feel like an alien on earth?

[Shivani Devi]

Originally Posted by Imzadi

I am not neural typical either and my consciousness certainly feels like it straddles between multiple dimensional frequencies/realities so I can understand what you are saying. However, I don't think your "scuba gear" is defective. You are exactly the way you ought to be. What people might consider different is in fact part of your Gift. At least that's how I am beginning to actualize my own situation with mine. I'm starting to learn to channel that special part of me (the part that people ridicule and think is broken) and transform it into Spiritual power. I see the same in you. I don't see anything wrong with you at all and I recognize your remarkable gifts and insights.

Thank you so much for saying that. I needed to hear it.

At the moment, I am buried neck-deep in resentment when I should (and do) know better.

You know, those people who like to think/believe they 'know you' when they know eff-all about you and start playing endless mind-games to lower your vibration down to their level, until whatever 'tolerance' you had, finally gives out.

I am glad to read the tale from a fellow 'Aspie'...and don't you also get fed up with those who say "so, you are Autistic...SO WHAT?...that is just a 'label'...are you going to let your life be defined by this label forever or rise above it?" and of course, you can see the whole "Neurotypical Brain" at work in such outbursts...when they wouldn't know what Autism was if they stepped in it - I mean, it is NOT like I have a choice here, to be Autistic or not...and 'quadriplegia' is just a label too, but try telling them to get up from their wheelchair and run a marathon..

Anyway, I am over this and I am done 'playing nice' for the sake of 'being spiritual' because within spirituality itself there are so many double standards and hypocrisies. I was only thinking today that those who are not spiritual appear to be more tolerant towards those who are than what spiritual people appear to be to others of their ilk, because way too much comparison and criticism is seeping into it.

[Dargor]

Yes, although I don't believe I'm a starseed or stuff like that. I just don't really belong here.

[barrynu]

Nobody got Put here by Mistake!
If you don't Like your Reality,,,that's your Personality and not your Spirit.
And it can be fixed if you put in the work on your personality/outlook/karma and the eyes of your Spirit will take the place of the Personality eyes.

Nobody is at home here, as home isn't really here but then again home is Everywhere in the bigger picture

[Dargor]

Originally Posted by barrynu

Nobody got Put here by Mistake!
If you don't Like your Reality,,,that's your Personality and not your Spirit.
And it can be fixed if you put in the work on your personality/outlook/karma and the eyes of your Spirit will take the place of the Personality eyes.

Eh no... I don't think it's that simple.

[barrynu]

No.Its not Simple.
It's all about Energy and Resonance.This is where we were attracted to or else we would not be here.When we come here at first we fit in perfectly but Experience's and Thought's and Chemical imbalances can make us think like we don't belong.

I Imagine Spirits in other Dimensions thinking"I wish I was born in physical form on Earth as this place suck's"

Feeling alone and being alone is a great tool to get to know the real you/spirit and its a terrible thing to Squander.

Its not always easy but we knew that coming here.

[Dargor]

Originally Posted by barrynu

Its not always easy but we knew that coming here.

That's weird, because I'm pretty sure I don't recall being born willingly.

[Tomma]

Originally Posted by SlayerOfLight

That's weird, because I'm pretty sure I don't recall being born willingly.

What do you recall?

[barrynu]

Originally Posted by SlayerOfLight

That's weird, because I'm pretty sure I don't recall being born willingly.

Do you remember being born unwillingly?

[Dargor]

Originally Posted by barrynu

Do you remember being born unwillingly?

No because I don't remember anything at all back when I was an infant creature. But the way I know myself I seriously doubt I would've chosen to come here.

[barrynu]

Originally Posted by SlayerOfLight

No because I don't remember anything at all back when I was an infant creature. But the way I know myself I seriously doubt I would've chosen to come here.

I find it hard to think that a mistake like that could be made in spirit form.If it was a mistake I would think your spirit would have realised in the womb or at birth and would have thought "uh oh!this is Earth,I'm outta here"....you would not have stayed around.

There are highly spiritual people in India that chose when to die,,its usually when the body is old an weak so I believe our Spirit can leave anytime they want to....you are still here communicating with me so I think your spirit is happy here....you don't seem to be.I don't know the reason but only you can figure that one out.