Something completly random just happened and I can only explain it through echos of future lives. I would be very interested in hearing other people's views on this.
I was just in a local shopping centre (mall) having done my weekly shop and I was just merrily pushing the trolly to my car. Ahead of me I saw a number of offical looking guys were walking towards me asking people to stand at the edges. Behind them was a man on what looked like and electric cart and on the back, facing backwards was a large plastic robot. Just googled it and found it was this
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CW4NHsjFZcU . But it wasn't moving.. I don't think, I didn't look.
I instantly felt terrified. So I got well out of the way and waited for it all to go past then kept walking. I held it together till I got to the car but broke down when I got there!! I cried and felt panicy all the way home. Even seeing the youtube scares me.
Now, I am phobic of masks and people dressed up. I know that.. but this is more. I have seen static robots and they don't scare me like waxworks do.
So why do I think this is a future life echo?
When I was young I found a number of historical events felt very scary. When we did the 1st world war at school I freaked and couldn't go to history class for weeks!!! Later I found that I had been gassed in the trenches. I have also found that other periods elicit strong feelings of recognition, only to find that I lived in those times. Not as anyone special, but definite past lives.
When I watch post-apocalyptic films I get similar feelings of familiarity.. but I have never visited a time when it was like that... apart from once when I visited what I
thought was a metaphor of a place I felt I was in... darkness, burning cars, snipers in the windows and very much a sense of deadness like post apocalypitic films have.
So... did this robot trigger a future life memory? Was it a life on another planet? I have no idea but it is the only way I can truly explain the level of fear I felt!!!!
I am soooo grateful I didn't see it walking round as I think I would have become a gibbering wreck.
I'm nearly 40 years old!!! How can a man dressed up in plastic terrify me this much?
Has anyone else had future life memories? Please tell me I'm not completely insane!!!!!