I sure can relate to these questions daisy. I've been in what feels to me, like a strange inbetween state now for a couple of years. I too haven't
completely figured out what I'd like to being doing now as far as helping others/learning from others. So much has changed.....and continues to change, it's strange learning to keep readapting.
I'm not sure if what I'm going to say next is connected to what you've mentioned daisy or not, but I do trust those strange
synchronicities, so I'll mention it.
Since I've been here at SF I've been perceiving some things that I'd never thought of before outside my own situation. It made a lot of sense after I'd pondered it but, who knows??? Being an Americian it's often interesting for me to read the posts here of so many of you from the UK. Because of this, I've slowly been perceiving bits n' peices of how we (people deeply involved and interested in our spiritual and paranormal lives etc) are so alike and yet different in certain ways.
One of the things I've noticed through so many of you here at SF is the major spiritual and healing Work that many of you people are (and have been) doing is for other people who've died! Then I realized that
where we all live has so much to do with the particular type of 'spiritual work' we've been doing! Your whole country is so old with so much conscious history very much 'alive' and known by so many. Its NOT like that here in the USA. If it's over 60 years old, it gets torn down and a new shopping center is built there!
Different history, different energies, different 'karma', different Work for us now in this country. Same is no doubt true all over the planet now.
You have very old buildings and land areas that are ripe with ancient events, wars and so much known history. And the more aware (sensitive/psychic/empathic/Lightworkers etc) more and more people become now, it sounds like you people are literally healing and clearing out your country and it's ancient pains, fears, hates and negativity etc. All the "hauntings", all the "ghosts", all the negative energies from hundreds and hundreds of years in the past......you folks are currently working with and transmuting and/or helping dead people to
move on.
Here in the USA the sensitives/empaths/psychics/Lightworkers etc have slightly different 'Work' we've been doing....knowingly and unknowingly! In many cases some of us have been Working on healing ancient traumas, fears, karmas (I hate using that word-think unresolved energies instead!) going back to Lemurian times. It took me many long years before I realized that
where I lived now had to do with my own inner spiritual Work and dealing n' healing that and also to prevent a near future
probability of the whole west coast going under the Pacific ocean!
So if you daisy or anyone else for that matter, are feeling the need to expand or change your personal spiritual Work now, I'd guess that that means Phase One was successful and its now time to move into the next Phase....whatever that may be!? I've read many different people telling us to "do what we love doing" and I think that's so very important now for us.