The Pit of Hell

Originally Posted by SemperVI

Really? Feel free to elaborate...

I made the offer to God to do whatever God wanted me to do. However the problem is much more complex because many people tend to repeat their lives over and over again with little differences. Therefore sometime in my past lives I was upset over the Holocaust and pleaded with God for an answer. If I was only a simple believer that I would never have had this problem. I just wanted to know the truth of God and the Universe. I do not know what gives me the right to question God. I am not a religious person. religious practices bore me.
It is hard to understand why a person such as me has this job. On the other hand the only thing I can think of is a religious person will tend to accept everything whereas I accept little. Until I understand things I tend to reject all my prior efforts. In this regard I tend to be a neutral observer rather than a believer. This makes me a person somewhat independent of the God that I study. Perhaps that is my value to God.