Has Anyone heard this is a thousand year walk?

[Questioner1981]

Well, looking for answers on here. I'm of the liberal sorts and I really can't find answers anywhere. Reddit's Spiritual community isn't the best. So, I felt this forum might help.

But my story is I'm 38. I felt I died at 30 where I saw not in my mind but in front of me screens of scenes and people, some of which I didn't understand. Then from 30 through 38 I had telepathic relationships with people. I'm seeing a psychologist on Thursday and i'm already seeing a psychiatrist, this could all just be mental illness.

But one of the pervading messages was that we always were, always are and always will be no beginning nor end. And that we are all from Heaven taking a thousand year walk of reincarnation only to return back. Has anyone heard anyone ever propose that?

I know Many Lives Many Master and Journey of Souls with me lending more credence to the work of Many Lives Many Masters.

This part you might not have heard and may be false. In addition to reincarnation there is Hell but it isn't permanent more of a bridge to the next life where people sort punished and learn their lessons to be better stewards in the next life.

Other themes were that in this period since 1921 many people have finished their walks and returned to Heaven. But also many people have just started their walks, which is why we get that crummy far right.

I'll talk about more, but out of fear of hell I became that devout Catholic but it doesn't feel right nor does it feel right to exclude a community like the LGBTQ, the message God would want. So, I'm coming on here for answers. The reason I began to fear hell is because I believe I encountered the Devil himself and the Church of Satan.

My heart wants to believe we are all equal and their is redemption or ascension for everyone over time.

So, thanks to anyone who can reply. I hope this is a nice supportive community.