Do you have memories as a child of 'before'?

I recall, I had intense memories of being in - love as a child. I was very young at the time, and it felt as if it was love from marriage. It was very powerful.
I meekly accepted that it was a past life, but it probably makes more sense that it was from the afterlife.

I also recall thinking about my mother. I knew her as an absolutely beautiful spirit and I could not understand why anyone would hurt her.

I also have dream memories of roman soldiers who were protecting me. There were two of them dressed as Centurions. It could have been a dream or it was a sign of something. I still recall it to this day and the memory must be at least 35 years old now.

I also remember seeing light orbs moving around in my house. I stopped seeing them when I became around 10/11.