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Originally Posted by Carnate
Medication that tempers your emotions should never be taken long term.. the risks for long term use are very often far worse than the reason for wanting/needing them.
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Pray tell me, what is worse than paranoid schizophrenia?
What could possibly be worse than hearing audible sounds and voices others do not hear and that have no viable presence in physical reality and form?
What is worse than having delusions? They seem real to the holder of them, but could never possibly occur. What is worse than starving for three months because one believes there to be poison in the food?
You see. The opinion of psychologists, and psychiatrists to me for some part or the most part, matters nothing to me.
There is nothing worse than the fear produced when one's waking life is a struggle between what is real and what is not.
There is nothing worse than living in fear of those around you, and things around you including the very walls, and the fear has no basis in reality.
The fear itself will cripple you.
The thought that medication somehow dulls or otherwise destroys parts or the whole of our soul/souls, is completely asinine.
What happens to my body has no effect on my soul.
And to tell anyone their emotions are dulled or distorted due to medicine they need to take, is astoundingly.. just as insane to tell you the truth.
I am still here after years of taking anti-psychotic medicine. My soul is as whole as it was before I was diagnosed, if not more-so. And my emotions, have never been dulled, distorted or otherwise disillusioned.
No. It is my PHYSICAL body and my physical mind I worry for.
Not my soul.