Was attacked, Harmed a spirit. feedback?

[ammoniaeyes]

Dream segment

Not sure of location, but seemingly awoken into a dream segment where some random man is accosting me. Grabbing at me, almost mindlessly but with intent. Like a groper type dude, intentionally harassing but also seeking some kind of gratification.
Had the quality of a prop but with depth and intent. In jthe dream I realized that I may be generating this perception of something that is actually bothering me but may not look this way.

He can’t stop himself it seemed and fairly quickly i made a decision to make him stop.

I wish I could articulate this better. As he was flailing around I grabbed him, and it was like taking control of his entire energy, paralyzing him, deciding to essentially cut him in half. Will spare adding details. It was very default on my part, My confidence was pretty intense, surprising me.


Waking state


As I awoke, not dreaming, It literally screamed as it moved off into the distance departing. Horrible noise, as if I’d hurt it... surprising, I know is that I would not of expected.


I laid there incredibly relaxed and calm feeling my entire body vibrating. My body was very relaxed, but at the same time I can feel an electrical sensation on my thumb right in front of me as if something was sucking on my thumb. I just lay there observing it and at some point trying to see if I could influence the sensation to surmise what it was. Literally felt like something was sucking on my thumb.

The quality of the auditory suggests it’s from an occult place, i’m not sure that I would’ve been able to record the audio but there is a potential.


Then guilt set it. I do not understand the repercussions.


Feedback? thx.

[dfnj2019]

According to many teachings people only take away from you what you let them. It's important to have some personal strength when setting boundaries. If someone in your life is not respecting your boundaries then maybe they should not be in your life. You can still have faith in people who behave badly. People behave according to your expectations of them so make sure you are expecting how you wish to be treated. Ideally everyone should treat each other like each of us is the most sacred object on earth. But each of us has imperfections in our characters and no matter how much we try to aspire to be perfect, whole, with no needs or desires it is no possible to be God. We can try but our imperfections will always be present.

Be strong and you will be.

[ammoniaeyes]

Originally Posted by dfnj2019

According to many teachings people only take away from you what you let them. It's important to have some personal strength when setting boundaries. If someone in your life is not respecting your boundaries then maybe they should not be in your life. You can still have faith in people who behave badly. People behave according to your expectations of them so make sure you are expecting how you wish to be treated. Ideally everyone should treat each other like each of us is the most sacred object on earth. But each of us has imperfections in our characters and no matter how much we try to aspire to be perfect, whole, with no needs or desires it is no possible to be God. We can try but our imperfections will always be present.

Be strong and you will be.

this is not a manifestation of someone in the waking life, it is a spirit, not a self generated phenom... and the harm of it is what confused me.

[WildHairedWoman]

Originally Posted by ammoniaeyes

Dream segment

Not sure of location, but seemingly awoken into a dream segment where some random man is accosting me. Grabbing at me, almost mindlessly but with intent. Like a groper type dude, intentionally harassing but also seeking some kind of gratification.
Had the quality of a prop but with depth and intent. In jthe dream I realized that I may be generating this perception of something that is actually bothering me but may not look this way.

He can’t stop himself it seemed and fairly quickly i made a decision to make him stop.

I wish I could articulate this better. As he was flailing around I grabbed him, and it was like taking control of his entire energy, paralyzing him, deciding to essentially cut him in half. Will spare adding details. It was very default on my part, My confidence was pretty intense, surprising me.


Waking state


As I awoke, not dreaming, It literally screamed as it moved off into the distance departing. Horrible noise, as if I’d hurt it... surprising, I know is that I would not of expected.


I laid there incredibly relaxed and calm feeling my entire body vibrating. My body was very relaxed, but at the same time I can feel an electrical sensation on my thumb right in front of me as if something was sucking on my thumb. I just lay there observing it and at some point trying to see if I could influence the sensation to surmise what it was. Literally felt like something was sucking on my thumb.

The quality of the auditory suggests it’s from an occult place, i’m not sure that I would’ve been able to record the audio but there is a potential.


Then guilt set it. I do not understand the repercussions.


Feedback? thx.

You did the right thing standing up to what ever it was. The guilt may not be real, it might be induced. It was a non-corporeal being so you cannot hurt it physically and it can only hurt you if you let it. You did not let it. Keep some salt by your bed and a rose quartz as well as some blood stone.

P.S. It also could be that you were picking up someone else's guilt, perhaps the one who sent that entity after you.