I tried talking to a small bit of eczema on the knuckle of my left hand little finger whilst in the 'nothingness' stage of meditation just to see if I could find out why it only ever appeared there and of course what was it I was doing to cause it to occur in the first place. I already realise that it comes when I'm getting a little stressed about things but thought I could try having a go at stopping it from occurring altogether.
I wasn't expecting anything, I didn't hear, feel or see anything, I just waited and observed. I thought I'd imagine I was the eczema and I was tiny particles that lifted and blew off my hand like sand blowing off a rock. Two days later from that particular meditation and both the backs of my hands are full of eczema
I'm not even joking, all my knuckles are red and raw looking. I've never had eczema all over the back my hands, it's only ever come up on that one knuckle. I laughed when I picked up a sock, dropped it, went to grab it and it stuck to back of my hand like velcro. It's not really funny but what the heck! What did I do wrong?
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