6 months on

[Belle]

It's 6 months - well it will be in a few hours to the minute 6 months - since you left me dad.

And my life has been turned upside down, I think about you every day, I still cry at the memory of you and your passing, you seem more real to me than you were when you were alive and I don't think I knew you when you were alive but now, I feel I really do know you.

You are so close to me all the time with a love that hurts, a love that I didn't know.

And there is an emerging truth, now the dust settles of your passing, the truth in the family vibrations is beginning to open up and the darkness that was swirling in the undercurrents is beginning to emerge. The boil is beginning to be lanced, the outing of the truth is dropping into the ether. And as it comes out, piece by piece, I know you are orchestrating the healing process, painful as it is.

I sensed you there as mum blurted our her guilt, and you gave me the silence to allow her to say what she had to say, unpleasant as it was.

But dad, your passing has awakened a level of the truth that I didn't know was possible.

Be always with me dad. i miss you.

[Nameless]

[A peaceful mind.]

When our father mother dies something in us dies and a process starts.. something new is being born.. memories from the past that we hold on to.. Pictures that shows us the past

Then we become aware that they actually resembles us in many ways and we live duo to what they have thought us.

Later in life we try to understand why we chose them as parents and what they have helped us to learn in this life.. many times this is some important lessons...............

With peace and love

Yours

A Peaceful Mind

[peteyzen]

my sincere condolences Belle. God bless you and him

[Belle]

Thank you all.