Hello, spiritual community,
I would like to share my twin flame story and look for some advice from people with more knowledge on this subject than me.
It all started about two years ago when I learned about the term twin flame and its meaning, I became fascinated back then and did my research and like every normal human being in the possession of an ego, that occupies way to much space, I began wondering if I had met mine in this reincarnation. I quickly realized how rare TF relationships are so I dropped the matter.
Time went on and I completely forgot about this, until the beginning of 2018 when a realization hit me while I was meditating, "I am going to reunite with my TF in this year", the thought completely blew me away, and my first rational response was "I totally made this up" and "I am going nuts".
But for some reason, I couldn't shake this feeling of excitement and happiness deep in my core. And so I decided that the best thing to do was let go and let the universe do its work.
Until back in Februery when I went to a tarot reading and I explained to the lady what I had thought and her first response was: "It's true,, you are not very far from him, there is an extremely high probability that you are very close to your moment of truth, you seem to be living in the stage of pre- ( T.F/SM ) relation, you are being “ pulled” toward your missing part, and within the next year ( 365 days), you will enter the edges of a 5 year period that will be critical to your instinctive subconscious lust for the missing part of your soul." And she ended up telling me a name that she saw while scrying and that it probably was my TF's name.
I left that reading feeling very worried and preoccupied, the only thing that went through my mind was "Should I know this? Is it safe for me to know this beforehand? Is it normal to know the name of your other half before you actually meet them?"
I'm a college student and let me tell you that my University has more students than most European countries (I'm joking, but it is, in fact, a big school), so I start thinking about literally every person I knew that name and after asking my friends, they all said the name of a guy they knew at the same time which freaked me out. So let me give you a background story of this person, there's this guy who is super popular and that everyone knows and talks about, definitely not the type of person I would hang out with. Like I said he was really well known and for the three years that I have been in college I had never heard of him, my friends talked I lot about him, seeing that he was the focus of most college's gossip, something that I never really cared about, but they insisted that I had heard of him and seen him lots of times, but somehow never paid any attention to him, while every other straight girl was head over heels for him. I ended up finding that some other guy for whom I had had a crush on was his best friend and they were always together and somehow my eyes manage to delete him from the picture.
Once again I decided to let go, 100% sure that that obnoxious and cocky guy couldn't share a soul with me.
However, the Universe had other plans.
I start seeing him everywhere. I would get this unexplainable urge of going to the most random places without any reasons, and boom, there he would be! My last name is Ryland and he is Richard, and people out of nowhere started confusing my name with his. I had teachers that I had had for years calling me Maliah Richard instead of Ryland.
I got so confused. I had looked at the guy before and felt nothing. I never had any contact with him not even eye contact, how could this random guy be my TF? I would look at him or his social media and I feel absolutely nothing, not even familiarity. He also knew who I was, we had friends in common but I bet he looked as much at me as I used to look at him, never. I became furious with the Universe for putting me in this situation and I entered a phase of pure denial and passed a dark night of the soul.
Months went on and spring break came and I ended up putting the matter out of my mind and took a break from it.
Now we are in April, and something very strange is happening to me. I am in the best state of mind I've ever had all my life. I am calm, confident and very happy. My life is the same as always but I am so incredibly relaxed and optimist. Not even the TF subject is bothering me anymore, I actually came to terms with it.
I also have been seeing a lot of 165's everywhere. I asked the medium who told me all those things back in February, with whom I became friends with and she told me it might mean the 16th May.
What do you think? Is my story way to weird to be real? Am I reading to much into things? Could this 16th May be the day I come in contact with my TF? How could someone who I been in the same school with for three years and never paid any attention to be my twin flame?
Please share your thought I would really appreciate your opinions.
My twin flame story and in need of a good advice
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