Indistinctive Poetry bubble from me.

[MaryMagdaQueenofQueens]

I speak in phrases torn and visions indiscreet
I place it on a pedastool and upon your feet
You Brazen vessel, with nothing left to hide
Shame would try to eat you, if you didnt drown in the tide.
But i see me swimming, and its something of a show
To be right above the surface of the floor which is below.
Its never good enough to try to be the best
Its only good when your missing half your chest
But I want something more, not of what I've ever been wanting
And when I rise above the floor, oh, Nostalgia is haunting
it wants to take my chest drill a hole right through the rib
make me suffer in guilt for everything i ever did.
I can hold my body weight with two nails and two wrists
it wants to take my chest, it says that it must try
it wants to burn holes in me until I want to die
It hurts to say I love want it because its so hard to see
and its easy to tell that it never helped me.
I wish it was gone, I mean is it that easy
Or is it just a passing season...

[MaryMagdaQueenofQueens]

Question not the direction in which things flow But the movement, or lack there of that exists. bring forth stretching arms of compassion, giving unto every one you pass.
Its easy its easy its easy, its easy to love...
Throw away your possessions, nothing to steal... Become a vegetarian, no one to kill.

[MaryMagdaQueenofQueens]

Shattered glass covers the crawl space of my mind
you chipper singing mocking birds make me sick
I have lost the thousandth times
and never once got my pick

You shattered glass up on my door step
You left messages on my phone
Wanting me to give you more than
a hundred nights spent alone

You chipper singing mocking bird
You lied and lied and lied
You sang me songs of dying men
I sighed and sighed and sighed

[MaryMagdaQueenofQueens]

You will appreciate my heart
Because innocence will give away
what fear has tried to covet.

When I choke I try to laugh
Just so you know this life hasn't past
Laughter can last, Smiles can last.

Just so you know, I never gave in,
You will appreciate my heart
For its strong motivation

[MaryMagdaQueenofQueens]

Are you god? Am I real?
Whats left of this life,
why can't I feel.
Golden Rod, Fire seal!
Feasting on hearts for every meal.

You drift through breeze like feather fall leaf
and I admire that.
The sun makes me sneeze and the feeling is brief
But i enjoy that.

Are you God, Am I real
None of these lives are ours to kill
Are you God? am I real?
Summer will be fun, at least fall until.

[MaryMagdaQueenofQueens]

Flare it, You never know.
I was sick, but hey look, now I grow.
Move it, You never would.
I was tired but hey, I always tried for good.

I, feel this time, has come
Teach me something new today.
Never, try to force me in to
changing in any substantial way.

I hate you, more than anything
I ate you more than every thing,
You fill me to the very top
So glad to know you.

[MaryMagdaQueenofQueens]

Say you want honey flavored tragedy...
You want rough but sweetly.

You want the life but with out the pain
You want the crazy but with out the insane..

You wont find it, no happy medium
you must learn to love the blood dripping from them.

You must learn to love the pain of birth
You must learn exactly what this life is worth...

I breathe more carbon dioxide than oxygen
yet I still survive with hundreds of men

I never questioned the pain of this existence
Its what makes me strong enough to run the distance

[MaryMagdaQueenofQueens]

Temperament means so little
to the one who lacks control
and I fly off the handle
Because its all I know.

Self guidance is something missing
From about a every single soul
Each one hunting for blissing
But getting stuck far below.

[MaryMagdaQueenofQueens]

Bitter juice you make me spit
single heart in silence sit
Minds eye sees beyond constriction
Soul ties broken remove restriction
Let your eyes stream to mine
Let your soul release confine
let your heart beat so loud
Sew the ties and make me proud
Love me like you love your God
Love me, i will raise mine rod
Show me how to let you win
I will eat all of your sin.

[Nowayout]

Mary Mary quite contrary

Don't eat my sins

They will only give you

Stomach pain

My heart is free

And will find a better way

Back to light

The way.....