Confused

alcyone · #1 08-10-2016, 12:59 AM

I really want to just be able to believe in love again because throwing that out also throws out so much. I guess there was a person that changed my life, and she is gone and I can't figure out how to feel alive again. She left, and she made such a huge impact on me, that the feelings of her impact lasted 3+ years after that. So I'm confused. I don't know how to get back to that good place. She believed in me, more than I believe in myself, then tore me apart as if I never mattered, I guess that shattered my belief in any love I could have experienced afterwards, and my belief in the person I was. Idk. I used to be such a happy, confident, loving, and peaceful person. I used to feel so much peace around me and I miss that.

What went wrong??

Myl3s-528 · #2 10-10-2016, 10:42 AM

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Originally Posted by Flyawaywithme

I really want to just be able to believe in love again because throwing that out also throws out so much. I guess there was a person that changed my life, and she is gone and I can't figure out how to feel alive again. She left, and she made such a huge impact on me, that the feelings of her impact lasted 3+ years after that. So I'm confused. I don't know how to get back to that good place. She believed in me, more than I believe in myself, then tore me apart as if I never mattered, I guess that shattered my belief in any love I could have experienced afterwards, and my belief in the person I was. Idk. I used to be such a happy, confident, loving, and peaceful person. I used to feel so much peace around me and I miss that.

What went wrong??

I feel you bro, don't try to get to that place. That place is gone and for the best. Love is not something you should go looking for. Just be open to it and be patient. Don't let that experience/girl keep your love.

p.s. You could still be that happy, confident, loving and peaceful person. It comes from you not from that girl :) and when you act like it you'll grow and attract the next chapter.