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Old Yesterday, 10:06 PM
Shivani Devi Shivani Devi is offline
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So, in two hours I am going to have absolutely no internet for 2 weeks.

I am about to leave my brother's house which has free and unlimited wi-fi and return to my flat, where I must depend on a pre-paid modem (that has expired)...and I cannot go on a plan or have the internet hooked up because of my shady past.

Occasionally...about twice a week, I can go to the library and use their PC...or finally put some credit on my mobile phone, but like the minimum top-up is $50...and I cannot afford that right now.

I also think it is a good idea for captain and myself to have a bit of a break now because all this is getting nowhere.

I already tried once to reach him...to make the breakthrough, but I realised I was only wasting my time back then because this poor soul needs round the clock medical care and institutionalised treatment:

http://www.spiritualforums.com/vb/sh...d.php?t=122509

So, he sent me a PM two weeks ago, saying that he is totally in remission and his moods are stable and he is willing to give this another go now...unfortunately, the poor soul was either lying or totally delusional at the time...and still is.

Anyway, I will take the two weeks to re-assess my position with this because I can only teach if the student is willing to learn and not have the student keep throwing 'alternate teachings' in my face ALL the time, because if those 'alternate teachings' are much preferred...what the hell is the student doing in MY camp anyway?

So, I can reply to these forums over the next two hours...and then nothing for 2 weeks until I can either get to the library or put credit on my phone.
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Old Today, 01:00 AM
captainamerica captainamerica is offline
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Originally Posted by Shivani Devi
So, in two hours I am going to have absolutely no internet for 2 weeks.

I am about to leave my brother's house which has free and unlimited wi-fi and return to my flat, where I must depend on a pre-paid modem (that has expired)...and I cannot go on a plan or have the internet hooked up because of my shady past.

Occasionally...about twice a week, I can go to the library and use their PC...or finally put some credit on my mobile phone, but like the minimum top-up is $50...and I cannot afford that right now.

I also think it is a good idea for captain and myself to have a bit of a break now because all this is getting nowhere.

I already tried once to reach him...to make the breakthrough, but I realised I was only wasting my time back then because this poor soul needs round the clock medical care and institutionalised treatment:

http://www.spiritualforums.com/vb/sh...d.php?t=122509

So, he sent me a PM two weeks ago, saying that he is totally in remission and his moods are stable and he is willing to give this another go now...unfortunately, the poor soul was either lying or totally delusional at the time...and still is.

Anyway, I will take the two weeks to re-assess my position with this because I can only teach if the student is willing to learn and not have the student keep throwing 'alternate teachings' in my face ALL the time, because if those 'alternate teachings' are much preferred...what the hell is the student doing in MY camp anyway?

So, I can reply to these forums over the next two hours...and then nothing for 2 weeks until I can either get to the library or put credit on my phone.

I haven't had a panic attack in months now,but for some reasons had one yesterday and day before yesterday,so my moods were not stable on those two days but I was not lying about my health on the other days.

I have my exams for 6 days ,5 subjects.I will complete the first upansihad you gave me as homework as soon as my exams are finished,I will finish the book in about a day or two.

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Old Today, 01:08 AM
captainamerica captainamerica is offline
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Every time you don't get your own way, you tell me that you are going to commit suicide just to make a point. So, if you are going to do it, just do it and get it over and done with, because making idle threats about taking your own life just to get 'attention' doesn't work with me...I am very sorry about that.

What Shiv-ji is talking about, is precisely this. Maybe you need 'hurting' to finally understand...to heal. Other than that, you are not selfish...all your priorities in life are just all effed up and all you want to do is dream, without putting in any effort to do anything practical whatsoever and asking Shiv-ji questions that are not only impossible to answer, but are also highly self-serving. However, some people just don't like to hear the truth.

No, it was not a threat to get attention .

I was trying to make a point.

The point I was trying to make is that most probably I am just gonna die in some time from now,the knowledge I was gaining was just so that I could complete the book to help other people ,so how am I selfish ? That is the point I was trying to make...
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