When I was growing up, I went to church religiously, by myself because I knew I needed a higher power in my life. I almost wanted to become a nun when I was 14 to be closer to God, but then learned through my catholic friend that nuns weren’t allowed to kiss boys. That was the deal breaker for me.
But I drifted away from formal religion in my late teens. In my late 20s, I became worried that I was feeling lost because I stopped going to church. So I asked God to give me a dream that would let me know what to do. This was the dream:
I’m in an brightly lit environment but I don’t know where. I suddenly hear God say to me
“What is a good affair?”
Me: “It’s when two people love each other and no one else knows about it.”
God: “I want you to have a God Affair.”
I knew exactly what he meant and never bothered to go back to church because I knew all I needed was to focus on MY relationship ( and how I define it) with God, love and everything else would fall into place.