I say that the purpose of human existence is to Love, Learn and Grow. It's true that all the material things aren't the
purpose, but they all have their place...their reason for Being.
The thing about non-conformity is that doing it...really not conforming requires a huge amount of Trust. Trust in your own process. Trust in the knowledge that the right things will happen at the right time. Understand that part of our mission here is to release old 'baggage' that we've accumulated up to now. We chose to take on the responsibility, with the full knowledge of how everything would turn out. This experience is just God/Goddess checking its work.
Sometimes it seems like the information is coming at us too fast and it's hard to keep up. Other times, it will drag, as others around us keep us in check. Soon enough, things will happen so fast, you'll be too busy doing your work to consider these things. Feel good. It's all okay.