I'm afraid God is evil and seem to be getting signs that it's true

[shivatar]

Originally Posted by Busby

In my book God doesn't care whether you are 'good' or 'evil'. Nor is he interested whether you wear a hat in church, have been circumcised or eat pork for breakfast. He/She/It almost certainly 'has other things to do'.

Good and evil - as we gauge them to be, are simply two opposing ends of the same thing. Just as the Oneness in which we exist includes (obviously) everything, so do good and evil belong to this oneness - and it will always be so.

This thing we call god, described above in the sentence the universe will confirm whatever we believe is the only thing we have to understand.

The ball, that one which we kick about so much and adorn with so many colours is also the ball in which we exist.

I think God does care about if we are good or evil. God feels the pains that we feel, and to be good is to have less pain, therefore in my logic God does want us to be good.

The universe is what God is doing. God is doing everything at once. God doesn't have anything better to do, God is already doing everything.

[dream jo]

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why let bad peple liv in luxry wen poor peppel hav 2 sufr
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or let peados killrs hav fredm kll abus agan 2 victms or victms of famlys r mad sic 2
i no its on news wear famos peple now is getin way thngs coz of fam why did got god let ths hapnn for sak pusnh thm

People can give themselves urge and therefore make stuff up. god loves too many people god has got to be fair to and can't let go of. Much stuff Happens without god mixing god's hands in. god is not going to use us, but god's equipers shall on their own. Forgive god as good to soul, good to mind, good to fresh. god is superheroe to the resque, not judging at that, like fighting a meteor or somestuff, asking from him in our lifes.

[Sonolil]

The Source is. It's not good or evil.

So I'm just going to talk about the god that governs this world.
I think he used to think he was a good entity doing good for the world
but finally he's beginning to realize he is, at least in part, evil.
And by accepting it he's beginning to love the world a lot better.
Because that ego of himself was beginning to become a lot judgmental.

[shivatar]

Originally Posted by ask21771

For a long time I've been afraid God is secretly evil and what makes it worse is I seem to get synchronicities that it's true why is this happening?

it's your brain. you have been living in pain and trauma for so long that it has changed your brain to become more likely to give you dark thoughts.

it's OK. it has happened to me too. It's something you learn to live with until you can get your brain back to normal.

it takes a long time to get your brain back on track but it can be done.

look up how trauma makes the amygdala bigger.

bigger amygdala = more anxiety, more fear. and your behaviors and coping habits can make it even worse.

a change of lifestyle is required to get things back on track. total health reconfiguration. Better sleep habits, better eatng and health practices. it takes a lot of work. just look into becoming healthier and you'll get there

[open2it]

That which we don't understand we tend to let our imaginations run wild. When we seek/research things we gain understanding if we look deep enough. Then we are not going by our imaginations but by our new found knowledge. Know the truth and the truth shall set you free.

I feel perhaps people will do most anything so as not to believe there is such a thing as God. I mean after all I would rather there not be a God if God could hate me so much that he would cast me into an eternal fire. In your case I can understand why you might think God is evil. Thanks to much of mainstream religion I feel you are not alone thinking that.

Much of New Age is thought to be a false teaching. If one really looks at what New Age believes rather than what main stream religion says it believes then you might just find New Age is the Old Age religion. No doubt Jesus today would be called a New Ager if he was teaching today.

[Nature Grows]

Originally Posted by open2it

Much of New Age is thought to be a false teaching. If one really looks at what New Age believes rather than what main stream religion says it believes then you might just find New Age is the Old Age religion. No doubt Jesus today would be called a New Ager if he was teaching today.

This is imo the difference between Jesus and the new agers (below quote). Im not hating though, just sharing. Sometimes people change traditions and paths over time and if they do its still there life.. there experience.. as a whole and people can learn and gain experience from it all..

Here is a quote from me from another thread.

Originally Posted by Nature Grows

Did Jesus go around saying all is divine? as in all acts? did he say accept everything as it is? he did preach love but also justice and truth, he went up against the establishment and those in power, he told people when they were wrong for there own well being and well being of all... Jesus was not a new ager.

Just for fun...

New ager


Jesus & his father

[Dargor]

I definitely keep losing faith in him more and more as days pass by and he doesn't seem to give a living sh#t about anything at all.

[Unknownparadox]

Originally Posted by ask21771

For a long time I've been afraid God is secretly evil and what makes it worse is I seem to get synchronicity that it's true why is this happening?

Unfortunately the evidence that we can draw from, would indicate god is indifferent at best and evil at worst. In the christian bible. There are plenty of indications that god is evil.

But I prefer the evidence you can see for yourself right here and right now. Ask yourself, why does evil prevail over good? You can see that it does all around you. Just look at the world, starving people, dictators, war. The circle of life is a vicious cycle. In order for anything to survive some thing else must die.

I have always tried to be a good person and I can honestly say, I have never had a good deed go unpunished.

We just got to admit

hello, that's all I'm
saying

never mind all the
rest