Hi.
hmm.
From your reaction, i see they are pretty human/ego based.
What i want to point to, with it, is that this reactions provoke more of unwanted things to happen.
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You see, hate in this world does not bring you further.
It only brings you further on the Egoistic path, but leads you away from the spiritual, where power, to really change things, is.
You can see it in this way:
Hate calls upon more hate. Forgiveness brings forgiveness.
I know, people told and taught you how to behave, but only forgiveness will bring you further.
Not to hold the Guilt and then to forgive - that is not forgiveness at all. - that is only the ego trap.
You have to forgive in the Name of God, forgetting whatever was done to you.
It looks like you believe in Angels.
I do not know how much or what you know about them, but here is what i would do. I hope it helps you.
P.S. You are asking them to Help you. But you must be willing not to interfere and to accept whatever comes.
Each day when you awake, the first thing to do is to call upon God and Archangel Michael, Rafael and Uriel.
say/think something like: Dear God and Archangel Michael and Archangel Rafael and Archangel Uriel, please stand by my side and watching over me during this day, (here think as if you talk to Michael) protecting me from lower energies, (here think to Rafael and Uriel) and helping me to release and heal unforgiving thoughts.
Then tell them that you have got a problem with a Person, and you would like to be protected, to feel safe and secure. Literally give them the problem (just say problem, don't describe it, don't tell them how to do it as they know what to do) so that they can solve it in the most beneficial way for each of you two.
(this implies that you do not know how to solve it and do not want to use your ways in solving it)
Whenever doubting thoughts appear, during the day, think about the Archangels, and imagine that Michael is telling you to let go of Fear, Now.
And by his command, do it.
Change your thoughts to be positive and based on thankfulness and Gratitude.
At the night, call on them only for protection during the night time.
Whatever happens allow to happen, and recognize that it can't really hurt you. The key point is to recognize that the fear arose, and because of it doubt and unsafe feelings came.
Repeat this for few weeks, each day, until you have learned that you are safe.
Of course, try not to attack, neither with thoughts/language nor with the bodily means.
If you meet him by person, and do not want to talk to him, then recognize that you are protected by the angels, then laugh and say him a friendly no and good bye.
There is another type of protection which you can use, but i do not recommend it to people with negative or attacking attitude. Because that protection repels negativity sending it back to the attacker.
But that does mean, if any negativity comes from you, it will be repelled too and hurt you.
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I don't know if that means he is very strong or what?
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he told me that he has something like 1131 lives that they're working through.
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What ? He got through 1131 lives and is still making the same mistake ?
if this is true:
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I know he hurts in this life
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Then i guess forgiveness is the better way.