Hello
I have a good-sized piece of raw lepidolite in my collection as it is supposedly helpful with anxiety. Although I don't meditate with my crystals and I wouldn't say that I can easily sense their energies, this crystal is buzzing. I think it has a really strong energy, which, however, is not soothing for me but scares me.
I once meditated with the crystal on my receiving hand and I started feeling dizzy. If I hold it when I'm anxious I feel heat on my palm and it makes things worse. I also cleanse it with palo santo regularly but I keep it away from me. It crossed my mind that it is my imagination but I tested myself by holding other items and it certainly doesn't feel the same.
Does anyone have any similar experiences with lepidolite or comments? I personally love my polished pink quartz, I sleep with a piece of smokey quartz on my feet, and calcites are some of my favourites. I think lepidolite does not work for me.