Trust

[JustBe]

It’s a big call
Trust
Where there is no fear
To fall
To be hurt
Harmed
Lost and alone
To lose
To never control
How things are
Never control yourself
What you feel
What you see
In the end
Trust
Is all we have
To know
Life goes on
That life has its own calling
Even as we call
What we think we know
What we think is certain
All the while
We can live
With awareness
Everything’s on loan
We are a pool of consciousness borrowing
To learn and understand
We are the pool
We are the borrowed
On loan
We are the understanding
We are everything
Yet, without trust
We deny our fullness
Of being
The joy
Within the self rejoiced
As the utmost potential
That everyday
Fades away anyway
Trust
Co operation
Curiosity
The willingness to fly
With a love so great
In ones heart
As it’s own solo mission
As it’s own highest good
As complete trust
In itself
In others
In life
In love
When love grows deeper
This true love
Life as it has been
Taking away
Skewing the view
Suppressing in fears
Reminds me
Of how fragile
And how hard it is
To feel the entirety of this lifetime loss
As as a whole
Yet in its entirety
The whole of love resides
So if I feel this love
I am curious
Will I die?
It’s bigger than me
It’s larger than life
It’s a loss so large
It feels like the greatest death
Of everything I’ve ever lost
Denies me
Of everything
I’ve now found
So here I am
Willing to die to this loss
Yet all the while
I feel
I will miss the physical presence
I will lose something physical
To enter into this union
In myself
Yet I know there is nothing to lose
And everything to gain
My own merging
Where nothing is left out
Everything merged into one
The division no longer contained
By my perceived loss
By my perceived death
The birthing of this union
Just an opening
A new world in me
History no longer repeating
Love no longer contained..