Queen of swords as death

[minxoto]

I wonder - I was praying to Jesus Christ for all the numbers up to 78 (my grandmother told her children that playing cards was a sin), then when I got to 63 (in tarot that is the queen of swords) I suddenly had to grasp for air. And I said 23 instead of 63.

I was thinking of my membership in something named "23 and me" - a place where I sent in my genes to check my family tree.

I then wonder how the card 63 had to do that, and I found out that it was the queen of swords.

I checked learntarot.com to find what it meant, and one of the classical meanings are "Experienced" and the understatement "has seen and done it all". Does it mean that I will die at the age of 63 or does it just point to the card queen of swords as a death card?

I also checked card 23 and it's Ace of wands. Is it God? I'm thinking of the phrase "23 and me" as Ace of wands and Queen of swords where the last card is me.

Is it pointing to God? Is it God and me? Or is it pointing to life itself? Life and me?

I wonder.

Please read this post Jesus Christ and help me solve the problem or my questions.

I will pray about it also.

Dear God Almighty - Dear heavenly father - Dear holy father - Dear Jesus Christ: Please forgive me for starting this thread and writing this post and please forgive me for all I've written here and on the internet and everything I will write in the future. Amen.

Thanks for reading :-)